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Alexa's POV
I Woke up around 8:00 at night. I wasn't in my own room so I looked for someone else. I felt a strong arm holding onto me and I didn't know who it was. I turned on the light to reveal a sleeping Luke. His lips were parted and light snores escaped from them. "Luke.... Luke.... Luke" I said while gently shaking him awake. He yawned and slowly opened his eyes. As he sat up he hugged me. I just cuddled into him because I was scared. Without words he picked me up bridal style and carried me to the living room. Surprisingly it was clean and everyone was in there. He put me in Calum's arms. We sat in silence for what felt like forever. I couldn't say anything, I just didn't know how. "Alexa we should talk" Michael broke the silence. "You scared us" Ashton added. "I'm fine" I lied. "FUCKING BULLSHĪT ALEXA, I DONT JUST WATCH MY SISTER ALMOST KILL HER SELF AND THEN SAY SHES FINE" Luke screamed angrily. I couldn't take him hating me to do I got up and darted for the door. "ALEXA WAIT" I hear Eileen yell. I don't stop though I keep running. It's now raining and I'm crying. I reach this old building and jump the fence. I tear my jeans, and scrape my leg from getting hooked on the fence. I freed myself as I heard footsteps falling behind me. I run faster now that I know they had followed me. I run and sharply turn a corner. I had finally lost them and ran into a small rundown church that I used to go to when I was little. I walked in and slid down the wall. I hugged my knees to my chest and rocked back and forth. I was scared and alone. I felt my phone vibrate and I checked the screen.
Luke (29) missed calls
Michael (10) texts
Calum (1) text (30) FaceTime missed calls. I stared at the screen for what felt like forever. "ALEXA DONT MAKE ME TACKLE YOU" I heard Luke yell. "GET AWAY" I screamed but it was too late. Calum had held me close and tightly. I lay in his arms whimpering as he says "let's get you home princess". I nodded my head softly and buried my face into his chest. About twenty minutes later we arrived at my house. Calum carried me to my room and I saw that they had cleared up the trash. He layed me down onto my bed and spun on his heels to leave. "Cal wait" I said voice trembling "yeah darling" he asked. "Can you stay I'm scared" I replied "sure thing  princess" he said as he pulled up a chair. He started to sing softly a very familiar song. I believe it was I can't remember and I slightly smiled. His hand grasped mine as I moved closer to him. He got up and layed down next to me. He started to play with my short curly hair. I felt Calum pull me closer to him. "Alexa you're a beautiful and talented young girl. We lost you once already and I can't loose you again" he whispered in my ear. "Mmmhhhmmm" I mumbled as I drifted away to sleep.
In her dream~
I got up and it was one in the morning. *Crash* that was the sound of glass being shattered. "You don't fucking play with a girls feelings like that" I heard Luke yell. My heart skipped a beat, I tiptoed down the stairs and into the kitchen. Luke turned my way and gave me a sad look. "Alexa I'm so sorry" I heard Calum say through tears. I already knew this was coming. Tears poured down my face like a river. "No no no this can't be real" I cried. "I'm..." Is all I heard from Calum as I felt my feet run out of the room. I ran to the living room and grabbed my keys. I got in the car and backed out of the driveway. First I drove to the boys flat, I put the key in the lock and unlocked the door. I ran into the room that Michael and Calum share and went to Calum's bed. I took a sharpie and ruined the pictures of us. I threw thing and broke them. The pain I was feeling was unbearable. I screamed out Why as though he was there. I wrote on the wall and punched through it. I left the flat unlocked and sped off. My tears fogging up my sight as I couldn't see the stop sign. I heard the horn and the screeching tires. That's when it was too late as I turned to see the headlights *CRASH*
End of dream~
I shot awake screaming and crying. This was one of the worst nightmares I've had so far. I was shaking like a leaf when I felt strong arms wrap around me. "NO LET GO OF ME" I screamed at him. Luke came rushing in and yelled "CAL WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON"? "I don't know I swear we were asleep when she woke up in a cold sweat I have no clue" he said as I moved away from him. I ran to the people I trust the most. Leaving my room to run to the basement to reveal a clump of sleeping girls. I looked at the cable box and it read 5:00 am. As I was whimpering Kate and Lai started to wake up. " Lisa and Renee wake the fuck up" Kate said as Lai shook them awake. "What the hell Kate" Lisa said but then she looked at me and gasped. "What's wrong fam"? She asked as they got up and hugged me. I cried even more as I tried to tell them. About an hour later I was calm enough to be able to tell them what was wrong. "AWW Lex it's okay it was only a dream" Lai said. "Yeah I think he really loves you" Renee said. "Can we go eat something" I asked shyly. "Let's eat then" Kate said. We went upstairs when I bumped into Calum. "Cal what's wrong" I asked him. His eyes were red and puffy he also had tear stained cheeks. He looked at me and just walked away.
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A/N
BOOM Mind blown. Wtf Calum like she feels like shit so don't dis her like that. But anyways thanks for the likes I really enjoy that. And one more thing THANKS FOR 100 FUCKING READS like holy shit this means so much to me. I really hope you guys like the book. I will see you guys later BAIII!

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