Maddys pov
Okay so its been three weeks of me living in london I now have my L's and I'm driving everywhere well when my mum lets me I'm starting school in a week and I'm not keen at all. Zayn has been helping out alot but I really want him to get back together with Perrie they are perfict together. Jaxon is turning one now and I cant believe it my baby is now running around like a maniack. I wish I could just tell Louis he is his but I've spoken to him and he seems really happy with his girlfriend and well as much as I don't like her or them being together I just want him to be happy even if that means I'm not. All of my joy now is when im with Jaxon and I'm happy I have him. I'm lucky he can't get away from me not for another 16-18 years anyway. Tomorrow Zayn is taking me and Jaxon out he wont tell me where but I think it might be the park he really does love spending time with Jaxon and it means alot I have him to talk to and its great. It's almost 10 so I snuggled into my bed and fell in to a peacful sleep.
"MUMMY" I heard being yelled from accross the hall I got out of bed as fast as I could and went into Jaxons room "hi bubby" I said to my little boy mummy he said it back to me as I picked him up. I got him dressed then got myself dressed in skinnys and a plan whit botton up shirt I took Jaxon down to the kitchen and made some tost for us. After breakefast there was a knock at the front door I went and opend it to Zayn "nayn" Jax screamed and run up to Zayn. Zayn picked him up it was a usawel thing that happend now Zayn is a big part of my life now and well that means he's a big part in Jaxon's life aswell "you ready mads" Zayn asked "yeah just gotta get the baby bag and my phone and I'll be ready" after I finnished my sentence I ran up stairs and got mine and jaxon's things and made my way back to the boys. We got in the car and started driving we stopped at a look out "Zay why are we here?" I asked confussed.
"you need to tell Louis" he told me
"why im doing just fine with everything as is" I told him
"Jaxon's one and doesnt know his own dad he needs him and you do too"
"no Zayn we dont need him hell if I knew this was going to happen I wouldnt have come" I told him
"Maddy you need him hell I might not be in the picture forever and that leaves no male in Jaxon's life and he needs someone to look up to" he almost yelled at me Jax was asleep so we didnt have to worry about him asking questions about what was going on.
"but you dont understand I cant, I cant just rock up to his and be like hey guess what I left you because I was pregnent with your kid and that I didn't want you to know yeah sorry about that it wont go down well and Louis is happy with his girlfriend and wont want anything to do with us its better left like this" I said quietly
"its not and thats why you will be in a room with him until you tell him"
"wait what"
Soon we were speeding down the street to a house the next thing I know was zayn carrying me and dumping me in a room have fun and don't worry I'll look after Jax he smiled at me and left. I looked around to see Louis rubbing his head. "what the heck" I screamed "shut up and talk" I heard Zayn call through the door. "I need to look after my kid ZAYN"
"yeah yeah im going to do that now seeya" he yelled all I heard was foot step walking away from the door.
I was so angry I wanted to kill Zayn but I love him not like in a romentic way like as a brother. "why are we in here" I heard Louis ask
I looked at him tears in my eyes this wasn't how was ment to happen a tear rolled down my cheek
"don't cry, Maddy please I hate seeing you cry" Louis said
"no Louis don't I bet you couldn't careless why did you even come here it wont help anything" I said to him
"I was forced I probably wouldn't have come otherwise I had plans for tonight" he told me
"with your girlfriend" i said as I tryed to stop crying "who brought you here"
"Zayn he told me he was going to help me pick out a dress for El today but instead he took my phone and through me in here" Louis informed me
"shit my phone is in the baby bag I just wish this wasnt happening" I spoke aloud
"Zayn said there was something you needed to tell me but you have been to scared to whats he going on about?" Louis asked
"it doesnt matter Louis"
"well I think you will find he put us in here for a reason so spill"
"no Louis just no"
"come on you used to tell me everything then you left why did you leave"
"you know I couldn't do it anymore you where making it big and I didnt want to be in the spot light with you heck if I had the choice I wouldn't have broken up with you but I had too"
"why did you have to I loved you and you made me feel like you never loved me"
the tears started running faster and faster down my face more and more tears
"Louis I did love you I thought that you would have broken up with me sooner or latter so I decided to do it"
"you didn't love me I know that now"
"I DID I REALLY DID" I screamed at him
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Me and Louis Tomlinsons baby boy
FanficMaddy is 16 years old she has long brown curly locks and well is a single mum to a little boy named Jaxon she love her son. But also wishes the farther of him was still around Maddy never told Louis Tomlinson she was pregnant instead she broke up wi...
