Me and Louis Tomlinsons baby boy

I wish i knew the answer!!!

Louis POV

Okay so the love of my life didn't cheat on me. I sat crying i just want to give up i mean i really should have spoken to her before breaking up with her i feel just so horrible. I had a call from Eleanor yesterday afternoon after Maddy had left with Zayn she was telling me about some girl that she had never seen that broke into her flat and bashed her up, also trashing her place and i really didnt care i mean Zayn explained everything to me before he left with Maddy she was in the car and he told me Eleanor had set the hole thing up. The only person i could think of to do something like this was Ashley Maddy's bestfriend and the girl who is going out with Ni. I sat crying wondering if Maddy was okay the love of my life how she was doing i just want her back. I called my mum its 7:30pm and i really need someone to talk to right now.

( J for Jay Louis' mum and L for Lou)

J) hi honey how are you

L) is Jaxon asleep

J) yes he is why

L) i just need someone to talk to right now 

J) about what

L) everything going on with Maddy i just really miss her thats all

J) i know honey but you should try talking to her

L) why would she want to talk to me i called her a slut and screamed at her she wont want anything to do with me anymore

J) you know i have spoken to Maddy about two hours ago she spoke to Jax and when i spoke to her i could tell she still loves you and all she wants is you back. i just really hope you two can sort things out it's not healthy for Jaxon to be cought up in all this and i know he is here with me but what am i ment to tell him when he asks why isn't he with you two.

L) i know mum and i wish he was with us but not right now i love him and i love maddy but i really dont see her trusting me again with anything i mean i went off at her with out knowing the story. people are asking me if i bashed her and why we arn't together and where Jaxon is i just don't know what to do anymore.

J) just talk to her Louis im serious if you dont i will lock you in a room together and wait until you two have kissed and made up.

L) sorry to say mum but Zayn has already done that to us and it didn't go to plan i mean she did tell me about Jaxon but it took awhile for it to come out and we will not be falling for that one again.

J) fine but just go see her see if she is alright and dont call me again about thins mess got it i love you Louis but you need to work this all out like adolts .

L) mum Maddy's just 17 we will not be talking like adolts

J) you better now go get your girl back you know the one you love

L) fine i will try talking to her but there is no garente that it will work out i love you mum and i'll text you on how it goes.

J) okay honey i love you too bye 

and that was the end i got in my car and drove to Zayn's house knocking on the door before i didn't wnat to just let my self in because well i don't think this would be the right time Zayn opend the door he looked suprized to see me hey Lou what can i do for you

( once again Z for Zayn and L for louis you guys get it)

L) i was just wondering if i could talk to Maddy 

Z) she's up stairs talking to Perrie but you can come in and wait for them to be done if you want

L) yeah okay 

we walked in and sat on the launge

Z) why do you want to talk to Maddy?

L) i want to get this mess sorted out

Z) far enough so what you been up to

L) nothing much just wishing i had my little family back

Z) you know if you had of just listend to her you would have knowen what happend right

L) yeah i know but i was just so angry i wish i had of just listend to her i do i mean she is the love of my life

Z) yeah and she is also like my baby sister so you better be careful with that

L) yes i know Zayn and did you hear about Eleanor?

Z) what about that mutt

L) someone broke into her flat and bashed her the chick who it was also trashed the place.

Z) are you for real hahahaha i wonder who it was

L) my best guess is Ash i mean her and Maddy are so close and i know she would do anything for MAddy

Z) yeah your right i wonder if it was. 

P) babe Maddy might be staying at Ni and Ash's tonight

Z) okay well is she alright for Lou to talk to her

P) yeah she should be fine

i took that as my que to go up to see Maddy i knocked on the door come in i heard that beautiful voice say i walked in hey can we talk i asked she nodded i shut the door behind me and sat on the end of the bed

L) i just want to say im sorry for everything i wish i just listend to what you had to say because if i did then this wouldn't be happening

M) yeah your right but i dont know if i would have told you i mean i just couldn't bear to even think of it but that night plays over and over in my head and i just dont know what to do anymore

L) yeah i don't fully understand but i just want you to know i love you and i wish i had you back

M) i wish i never went out that night Lou i really do

L) come home please just come home i need you at home with me

M) but that day you sent Jax to your mum's place you scared me Lou you really did and i know you were angry but i just dont know

L) im sorry Mads i am i just wish this never happend i wish we could go back in time to when it was me and you before you left for Australia we could have raised Jaxon here together i would never have let you go. i want my girl back please come home i really need you at home with me.

M) what about Jaxon i mean he is still at your mum's and i dont feel right leaving him there this hole time she is still looking after your sisters as well as our son.

L) how about we go get him tomorrow and we can go on a family holiday for a week or two we only have three weeks till the tour starts up and i would love if you two would still come along

M) okay we will

L) does this mean your coming home with me tonight?

M) yes it does but please never scare me again not like that anyway.

L) i wont and thank you for coming home with me i love you

M) i love you too

we left Zayns and found our self watching our old movies the home made ones i couldn't stop laughing this is the best we need to start making them again i thought to my self i carried Maddy up to our room and through her on to our bed...

you can guess what happend next...

( A/N sorry for short chappie i couldn't think of anything else to add in and Louis didn't have the answer but his mummy did :) coment on what you like and tell me what i should do next please xx)