Me and Louis Tomlinsons baby boy

New home

Maddys pov

Its been two months since Louis found out about Jaxon being his, I'm currently doing homework while Jax is asleep its around 10:00pm and I keep thinking about Louis I don't know why. He hasn't spent much time with me and Jaxon together in a matter of fact he hasn't even spent much time with jaxon and I dont understand I thought he would but he doesn't. The only time he see's us is if I'm at Zayn's and Louis is dropping off something he can't even look me in the eyes. I now live in a flat accross the road from a park and Jax loves it I quiet like it too. School is going great I have friends one of whom has a daughter nemed Sophia but we all call her Soph her mums name is Jessie and we hang alot Soph's dad ran out on Jessie when he found out she was pregnent and now has a new girlfriend. Its kinda like me and Louis exept I ran from him without him knowing why. Even though Louis told me he would pay for daycare for Jax I pay and at night when im at work he is either with Zayn or Jessie. I trust them with him I got a night job at Nando's and sometimes see Niall there he always aske's how Jax is and we always have a chat about things. All in All thigs are going alright Zay thinks the reason Louis hasn't spent much time with us is because Eleanor doen't want him too so I guess thats fair right?

Zayn and Perrie are back together and I spend alot of time with Perrie she's really cool and easy to get along with when you if think about it im close with her, Zay Dani and Liam thats it out of the group and well Niall but I only see him when he come into my work. I think it's time for bed for me I have a big exam in the morning I snuggled into my big red comfeter and fastly fell into a peacful dreem.

Dream:

I woke up not in my bed but in Louis' but he wasn't there I got out and went down stairs to see him cooking breakfast for me. I walked up behind him and hugged him from behind my head resting on his sholder. "Good morning my beautiful priencess boo bear" he said to me,

"morning my handsom prince boobear" I said to him

We sat down and ate pancakes laughing and talking about the night before

end of dream:

I heard a faint cry I jumped out of bed and walked into Jaxon's room as I picked him up I relised it was a dream it was the night I fell pregnent with jaxon I still wish I could go back in time tell Louis when I found out I was pregnent he was the love of my life. He says he is still in love with me but I don't believe a word of that but I'm still madly in love with him. Its friday and Jaxon doesn't go to daycare today I cant afford it for 5 days aweek so he's going to Zay's for the day I only have three hours of school then I get to come home pack an over night bag for Jax and take it to Jessie's house as she watches him on friday nights while I work. I got Jaxon and I had made breakfast and after we ate I took Jaxon up to his room to get him ready for Zay's I got ready for school aswell soon Zay and Perrie were at mine picking up Jax. They knew what time I would be there to pick up Jax because this little rutine has been going on since I started school and moved to this flat. I was soon at school my test was first and that went for two hours then I had english and that was a bore.

Once I got home I packed a small bag for Jax and studdied for a little before I had to go get him and take him from Jessie's once he was there and I arranged to get the kids around 6:45am the next morning I made my way to work and well we where busy like most friday nights after 8 hours of running around I finaly got to go home my walk home was ussaly peaceful but tonight I bumped into Louis, "hey Maddy what are you doing out this late" he asked

"going home from work yourself?" I shot back at him

"just wanted to clear my mind thats all where is Jaxon?" Louis asked