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"Dad, I got in!" I cheer as I run outside to the band. Dad has always supported me in any choice I had. But this was big. I wanted to join the army. I would be bomb retriever. I would get a dog, go out, find and disabled bombs. It was so cool. I think so at least. I've been thinking about this for a long time now, and was so set.
"Mikey Way! Your daughter still wants to do that army thing. Tell her it's to dangerous!" Gerard calls to dad. Dad just shakes his head and smirks. Uncle Gerard and uncle Frank really super don't think I should go at all. They are very against me going, but I'm not very sure I'm going to even listen to them.
"She's set gee. If it's what she wants to do, who am I to stop her? I can't hold her back from danger her whole life. She's 18 now Gee, she makes her own decisions now, and what ever she choose, I'm gonna support her. She isn't very little anymore sadly." Dad says smiling at me. "When do you leave Lex?" He says as Ray comes over congratulating me. Dad, Ray, and Bob are supportive of me though. They think I should choose whatever I want to do and make my own path.
"A week." I say quietly. True was I didn't want to have to say good bye to everyone, but this is what I had to do. But only having a week?
"A WEEK? Ah hell to the no are you going!" Frank says.
"Frank, if she wants to go, she's going. Why can't you just support her? You two are too over protective. Did we freak out with your decision of you and Gerard dating?  Even though Alex knew way before us all. No. Now support her or else!" Bob says.
"Yah! What bob said!" Ray adds. I shake my head at them with dad. They always start fighting like this.
"Just another day in the life of living with my chemical romance." I say lightly as I start to head in the house.
"Get your fill in sweetie, it won't be like this much longer now for you." Gee yells causing me to freeze in the doorway.
"That it!" Bob yells. Then I here Frank and Gerard squeal and start to run around.
Just got my letter of acceptance to Texas base camp for bomb retriever training for the army! Super excited! Though super sad that I only have a week until I get deployed. :( don't know if I'll be able to get my fill of the fam before I leave in only a week.:(  So exited yet sad to be leaving! :( :) I tweet. My page instantly blows up with comments. Some were pretty bad like saying, I hope you blow up, or why don't you shoot your self while your there?, but some were really supportive and nice. The bands and band kids were upset but said they were not letting me leave until they got their time with me before I go. I smiled at this. Dad, bob, and Ray said how they supported and we're proud of me. But Frank and Gerard said how I shouldn't go. They didn't support me one bit.
Beating @gerardway and @frankiero with @bobbry and @raytoro for being dicks to our amazing girl and putting her down for following what she wants to do especially right before she leaves and just got her acceptance letter. You go @Alexway ! Love you always chicka, support you in every decision you make! I see dad tweet. I slightly smile but it fades when I keep reading over Frank and Gee's responses. Should I really go?
Starting to really debate whether I should go now. Any opinions? Not sure anymore. Getting scared I'm making the wrong decision. Help. Room spinning and closing in. Sos :( I send.
Debating is the first sign. If you have to think about it, it's not right and you shouldn't go. Frank says.
@frankIero shut the fuck up! She's only debating cause you and @gerardway made her. Stop trying to stop her. If she ends up deciding not to go she could be missing out on a real chance in her life. If she does go, than she could decide that's what she loves. Don't hold her back! Stop criticizing her, she may just surprise you. She's more than you think! Ray replies. The room really does start to spin and start to close in as my options swirl through my mind. Soon I actually pass out as I try to stand. I had tried to walk to my bay window to get some air, but when I started to pass out and fell, I hit my head hard against the edge of it. My final feeling was the feeling of something warm, running down my face, then all I saw was red, then black.

When I wake up, I'm in a hospital bed. Oh god no. No. No. No. I unstrap myself and sit at the window. I open it slightly and sigh as the cool breeze hits my face. I reach up and find stitches on the top corner of my head where I hit it. I grab my phone and go on Twitter.
Oh my god. Driving @alexway to the hospital. Turns out she did pass out, and hit her head really hard. Lots of blood. Not waking up. Please wake up soon @alexway ! Your scaring us a lot! I see dad tweeted.
So sorry @alexway didn't mean to scare you and cause this. Plz wake up soon. We shouldn't be putting you down, it's your choice not ours. Realize now. Fully support on most decision now. But no boys, sex, getting pregs, drugs, getting shot, getting hurt, dying etc. Gerard had also tweeted. All of the rest of the band also tweeted something.
@alexway I just don't want you getting hurt. Seeing now that we shouldn't be putting you down and should be building you up instead. Hope you can forgive me. Hope you get better soon. Can't stop you from going anyway. Lol :) luv u always.
Ps. If you get hurt out here or killed I will personally dig your grave up and draw on your face with permanent marker. Frank put.
Luv u always @alexway. Get better soon! So proud of you for getting in. Don't let anyone be the deciding factor in what you can and can't do with your life. Says Ray.
Nothing you do will make you stronger unless you decide for it to. @alexway you are the deciding factor for if this will make you stronger or break you. Luv u for being strong always. Keep going girl. You rule. Hope to see you off one day, and watch you come home safely another. Will support you in what ever decision you chose. It's a big decision so if you end up deciding to not go, I support you. This is a big deal, but we know you'll make the right decision in what ever you choose. Bob says. I smile at all of the tweets. I don't bother waiting for a doctor as my clipboard said I would be fine once I got up and could leave. I go to leave right as a nurse walks in.
"Hold on, I just have to check your pulse then you can go." She smiles. After she does so I walk out. I don't see any of the guys in the waiting room, so I check myself out and walk to my car that was parked in the parking lot. It was a mat black 4x4 4wheel all Tourane jeep.
I drive to the MCR house. I jumped on Bob's back and he screamed really high pitched.
"Bobby you sound like a girl!" I laugh loudly Bob start pouting and sits on the ground like a little kid after I stand on your own.

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