Bad Boys Love Good Girls

Chapter 15

All of the way home Cade was shaking out of anger.
I thought he would've calmed down but as soon as he gets off his bike, he grabs my wrist dragging me inside. I toss the pizza box on the counter while he pulls me to his room. His eyes were dark and blazing with anger.
"Tell me.... Where the f*ck he touched you"
I grind my jaw while looking away. How am I supposed to tell Cade this without him flipping out.
"F*CKEN TELL ME"
Cade screams at me while I stay frozen. What am I supposed to do? In seconds I'm thrown on the bed and Cade is ravaging my mouth. He forced his tongue through my lips his hands running though my hair. His actions were possessive. I put my hands on his chest softly trying to push him away while keeping him as calm as possible
"Ca-Cade"
I manage to mumble against his lips trying to get his attention. I hold back my tears as he pulls back trying to keep myself intact.
"What"
His response was cutthroat and lustful. I shuffle a bit before trying to calm him down.
"C-Calm down I'm fine"
A fire ignited in Cade's eyes as I said that.
"I know you well enough and when you say your fine, you're in pain inside because your scared. So don't you f*cken dare go use that f*cken excuse with me."
I sit up turning away from him holding in my tears. I flinch a bit when he grabs me pulling me back into his embrace.
"Does it still hurt"
I nod my head and a sob escapes my lips. Old memories had surfaced and the mans touch still lingered.
"Get it off"
I sob into his chest as I stay gripping on to his shirt. I felt disgusting, like I was exposed once again.
"What off baby"
"I can still feel him"
I cry covering my face in embarrassment. I felt violated and this wasn't the first time. I feel Cade stiffen before he flips me over onto my back and pins my arms down right next to my head. I hear a growl before Cade's head drops down to my neck. He starts to suck vigorously on a small spot while slowly his hips start to grind into mine. My breath starts to come off in pants and my hand are pulled above my head so Cade can hold then with one hand. His hands trail down to my waist and unbutton my jeans before he rips them clear off my body. My shirt goes next and Cade's hands release me for an instant before he has me pinned down again. Cade starts to moan and I unleash a whimper when he bites down on my neck. Whimpering again Cade moans and his hips come down on mine even harder. A gasp escapes my lips when Cade's free hand cups my area.
"C-Cade"
I start to shake at his actions and I tug at his restraining hands.
"C-Cade ple-please not there"
I wasn't comfortable with that yet I mean Cade is the first to really touch me .
"He f*cken touched what's mine"
"I know Ca-"
"I don't f*cken care. Right now I'm pissed as hell and very frustrated. I'm ready to kill that man. And I'm ready to f*ck you so shut your pretty little mouth before I gag you"
I flinch back with a squeak and push into the bed before Cade's mouth lands on my collar bones. He sucks on both taking his time knowing his mark will be left there for everyone to see. Cade slowly kisses down my chest giving little butterfly kisses. He groans before he starts to grind his hips against me once more. Another whimper is released from my mouth and I tug my arms against him. Cade releases a small chuckle at my attempt before he pecks my lips. His eyes visibly start to lighten from there dark form. He closes his eyes for a minute before he releases me.
"C-cade"
"Hmmm"
"Thank you for saving me."
Cade lays down pulling me to his chest before he answers.
"Id do it over and over again babygirl."
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Everything was dark.
Not even a window.
My breathing hitches as I hear the same clacking noise that's happens every 7 seconds. This place was awful and I pray to god it wasn't real.
.......click.......click.......click.......click.......click..
Leaning back against whatever was behind me and try to control my ragged breathing. Then the familiar footsteps start. Left right left right left right. Silence. Not even the little clicks could be heard. Something was wrong.
"Are you awake my lovely."
My eyes widen in realization and tears start to stream down my face and I cup my hands over my ears trying to block out his voice.
"Come on my lovely it's time to have some fun."
Oh god no. Please. Please. Not this, anything but this.
"Come on my lovely wake up it's time for fun"
I start rocking back and forth hoping it's not like last time. Distantly I hear the key enter the lock and a sob catches in my throat.
"Come on lovely wake up"
The door creaks.
"Wake up"
"F*ckin wake up"
"Come on baby please"
I screech jumping up. My breathing is labored and I look around for an exit. Someone grabs my face and I scream hoping someone will hear me.
"Baby look it's just me"
I cover my eyes trying to block out what's coming next.
"F*ckin look at me baby girl"
I glance up hoping to not get in trouble. His face slowly morphs into a handsome one with piercing blue eyes. I turn my head his face coming into focus.
"Cade"
I whimper hoping to God it was him.
He nods his head staring at me and i launch myself at him. Tears of frustration and relief drop from my eyes as I lean into him taking in his warmth and comfort. Firm hands wrap themselves around me and I'm pulled into Cade's lap. His head drops down to my neck giving my little butterfly kisses on the marks he gave me last night. I snuggle into the crook of his neck and try to stop my tears. Cade's hand come under my thighs lifting me up and laying me down. He lies on top of me stoking my hair. I sniffle w bit feeling a little bit better as I'm wrapped in Cade's masculine scent. Slowly I start to calm in Cade's embrace.
"Now here's what's going to happen. We're going to go downstairs and I'm going to push the couches together with a whole bunch of blankets. Then I'm going to get us some chewy chips ahoy. After that your going to cuddle with me and tell me exactly what your dream was about."
I tuck my lips together and shake my head at his request. No one needs to know about my past. Only Jai  knows the full story. Cade's head tilts, anger swirling in his darkened eyes. Gripping my chin he turns my head and starts to suck my fading hickey that was on my jawline. I already had enough from last night. Automatically my hands come up to Cade's chest trying to free myself.
"I'll do this the hard way then. You either go downstairs with me or I tie you down and f*ck the answers out of you."
Yanking my jaw away from him I stand and start walking to the door. I feel Cade come in behind me. And I walk towards the stairs a little faster. I'm hoisted up once make it to the bottom of the stairs. Cade places me on one of the couches before he starts to push them all together. It made a huge square and I was completely ready to not move for the rest of the day. Cade leaves coming back seconds later with blankets in his left hand and a box of chewy chips ahoy in the other. Cade climbed over the back then pulled into his lap.
"Now take a deep breath and start with the story."
I shake my head again not wanting to bring up unwanted memories. An angry growl sounds from behind me and before I can process anything my back is to the couch with Cade's body laying on top of me. Cade moves down and I start to shake once he pushes up his boxers I was wearing. Last night he would not let me sleep in my own clothes after the incident. Small kisses are placed up my thigh and Cade growls once I start to squirm.
"Stop it.......stop it now"
I bite my lip trying to stop moving but small whimpers escape. His teeth skim my thigh right under my area. My breathing hitches as he start to suck on the spot painfully. Small little whines escape my mouth and he kisses higher and higher from the fresh mark. I feel his breath fan over my privates and I flinch away from him. He pulls away looking up at me with darkened eyes.
"Right now all I want to do is taste you while you whimper my name.....so if you want me to continue keep denying me, if not I suggest you start talking. "
I glare at him hoping he would give me time but I knew that it was not something I had right now and Cade wasn't going to give it to me. To be honest I didn't like even the thought of something like that. I couldn't watch shows like what had happened horrified that I had lived through it and it was another's reality too. Chocking back a sob I start to spill my pain.
"I was in that god awful room. I could hear the click......every seven seconds just like it always did. I couldn't breathe because.... because I was terrified of that room..that place..him. I was on the fifth click when I heard his footsteps."
I close my eyes suppressing the memories that wanted to surface. I didn't want to bring them up. It was easy to hide pain when your numb to it and Cade was breaking down my barriers that were never supposed to be touched.
"Then he started calling out to me like he always does. "My lov-ely was his favorite name for me"
I found it harder the keep my voice still and I cling to Cade's bare chest. My sobs fill the room while Cade pulls a blanket around us rocking me back and forth. He makes small little shushing noises running his fingers though my hair. I cuddle into him taking in his warmth and protection that he provided for me. I unravel in his arms soaking his chest with my tears. I sit in Cade's embrace for a little while letting all my tears out while his presence was calming me down.
"Babygirl"
Cade's voice fills the room and I refuse to acknowledge him. I don't want to say anymore. The small amount of detail I gave him already brought back so much pain.
"You can't ignore me"
Cade was right I couldn't but that didn't mean I couldn't try. I hated everything about my past.
"Who is 'him' because 'him' is going to die and I'm going to be the one to kill him"
Cade's expression is murderous and his hands were gripping my sides with to much force I knew he was trying to control himself again. I shrink further into Cade trying to calm him. I didn't want to deal with an angry Cade and I surely don't have enough energy to fight with him.

"His name was Andrew Kalazi"

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