*Blaze's POV*
The following day, I went home early. Excited to see chaze. I've looked and search the house inside out. There's just no sign of her. I looked at the backyard and there he was.
I saw chaze. It killed me. I've never been this sad. The last one was when my dad died. I pity him. I pictured us being in my new room when mom reconstructs another home for us. I f*ckin hate myself. This is one of the last thing I expected to happen. This is all too soon. I'm sorry for being a wreckless owner to yo chaze. When I look at his dead body I still can't believe he's gone. I just gave him a bath yesterday. Although I saw him weak.
Mom always said "It's better to have a dead pet than having a dead family" But damn! That dog is my pet. He's my family. He's my family too! I never thougt I'd feel like this. He's the only one who listens to me when I'm upset. God bless his soul. I'm so gonna punnish myself. I was so iresponsible. I wish I could turn things back. I felt the loneliness again when my father passed away.
Chaze is a very special pet. He was my first pet. I was on eight grade when me and my mom bought him. I knew he wasn't a pure breed shih-tzu. But I still loved him from that day until his last breath. Chaze was my baby and always will be my baby. I hated to see him being carried by our neighbor and being burried in our backyard for the fact that I know that we won't be living here any longer. Ugh!
I always thought that I would have chaze until death do us part, in a different way of course. But now all those hopes and dreams are gone. I just couldn't help to be more dramatic than my life is really now. I always thougt that it's gonna be Blaze n' Chaze until the end of the world but I was so wrong. He's my one that got away too soon. He'll remain in my heart. He left a pretty deep mark. He'll always be my friend till the end.
After chaze was burried I called C. I told her everything.
* End of POV *
After 30mins Carol and Jhon came at their house. The saw Blaze in her room looking lonlier that ever. It looked like she just finnished crying.
"Oh my gosh B, are you okay?" Carol said concerned. "Yeah and I'm sorry about chaze." Jhon said before Blaze can response.
"Does A and R know already?" *God! She really has that habbit of calling anyone by their first Initial!* "They're not at home yet." Blaze managed to speak lazily.
"It's gonna be alright gurl" carol said trying to cheer her up a little. Blaze just managed to nod. "Hmm gurl! It's a friday night and I'm calling an emergency 'feel better' sleep over" Carol exclaimed. "Yeah.. so... so... so Blaze can all be better now huh?" Jhon said approvingly not knowing Carol's plans for them. "Uh'uh not so fast J. That means you too." She gave him a treathning look in the eye. "Wh...What, I... hhhhh of course" he said sighing in defeat but but he smiled at Blaze. He just had to admit, he was glad Carol made it look like he was forced although he's not. He was even glad about it.
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This was a very devastating chapter. I'm sorry guys. My dog just died and I'm so devastated. What Blaze felt in this chapter is what I felt so I appologize if you guys think that it was too dramatic. Hmm well don't be sad because the next chapter will be more exciting than this one :) Love, -G♡
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Разное"Blaze not everyone is against you! don't you ever think that I will never be here for you." said Jhon while he grabed Blaze's arm. "I know Jhon. I Know. But I'm doing this for myself this time." She said while removing his grip from her arm. She be...
