You're My Bad Boy

Chapter 6

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I woke up to the sound of beeping and something over my mouth.

I slowly open my eyes and I see myself connected to all these wires. My arm was covered in a bandage and I was in a white gown. My entire body felt weak and I couldn't move.

I heard someone talking. Were they talking to me?

".....she'll be fine. But I think you should stay away from her."

"What the hell is wrong with you man? I'm not doing that in a million years. I think it's best if you do. She hates you."

"Oh please. If she hated me, she would've told me. And besides she doesn't want to be with you."

Before anything else could happen I spoke as loud as I could. And I said Jake's name.

"Jake......Jake."
The door flew open so fast.

"Rose!! Oh my god. I'm so glad you're okay!!"

Jake came over to me and slowly sat down next to me. He played with my hair before bending down and kissing my forehead. I missed his kisses. I wanted to taste his lips. I wanted to be wrapped up in his warmth. I wanted him. Not in a sexual way I just wanted him.

"Jake......come closer.

He did as I requested and I pulled him in for a kiss. The kiss was perfect.

Someone cleared their throat and stopping our kiss.

"You guys need to stop. The thing won't stop fucking beeping."

I look over to the thing that was beeping and it was beeping badly. I started blushing bad.

"Aww my baby is blushing. It's ok."

I start laughing and pulled him in for a hug. But then I let go.

"What's wrong?" Jake looked at me.

I remembered everything. The pain, the memories, the note, the cut. I looked at my arm and knew why it was covered.
"You should hate me right now. After what I tried to do to myself.....now I'm gonna start getting help because I almost commuted suicide. And I knew it would hurt you bad but it's something I had to do..........you probably think I'm crazy and stupid." A tear fell from my face.

Jake came closer to me and started shaking his head. He wiped the tear away and gave me a small smile.
"No no. I don't think that."

I gave him a confused look. I'm pretty sure people would hate me for what I almost did but Jake didn't. Why is that?

"I don't think that because when I read your letter, I knew how you were feeling. You couldn't take it.....everyone has that time in their life when they feel like that and they might do something they regret. Yes it would've hurt me like shit....and I wouldn't have been able to live without you.......but I would've known that you wanted it..... It's a stupid thing to do but some people can't take it. I understand. I really do."

I let warm fresh tears fall from my face. I didn't think I had any tears left but I did. And I just had a river on my face. He wrapped me up in a hug that made me feel safe. I slowly put my arms around him and hugged him tightly.

I knew that Jake was the one right then and there. I felt him kiss me on the forehead which sent electricity through me.

I closed my eyes and just laid my head on his shoulder. I listened to his breathing go slow. His shoulders moving up and down. His heart beating fast. I wonder why. Because of me? Because of something else? He started to play with my hair twirling it around in circles. He kept on kissing my head every now and then. After everything that's happened on my life, I found someone who can pick up the pieces. My sister is gone. My mom continues to try and reach me but I ignore it. My dad hasn't ever tried to reach me once and I'm not expecting him to. He doesn't want to deal with me anymore. He doesn't even know that his other daughter is dead. He'll find out and be crushed. More than crushed. He'll feel broken.