You're My Bad Boy

Chapter 14

Rose's outfit is up there. I like it myself. Anyway, enjoy the book!!!

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"Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up."

Jake and I had fallen asleep after our whole tickling  session. I woke up and found him sound asleep. So I let him sleep in. That gave me time to go back to my room and get some clothes. And take a shower. I put on a black t-shirt, with some light blue jeans that had holes in them with my black high top converse. I put on a little make up came back to find him still asleep. So now, I'm whacking him with a pillow trying to wake him up.

"Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!!!!"

"Leave me alone! I want to sleep!"

I rolled my eyes and laughed. "Do you honestly think I care Sleepy?"

I saw Jake look at me through the covers and say "You did not just compare me to a dwarf."

I smirked and said "Yes I did. Now get your ass up!!" And I continued to whack him with the pillow.

At least, 3 minutes later I was still whacking him. 

"My arm is getting tired!! Wake your ass up!!!" 

He still didn't wake up. I got so mad but I left it alone. I dropped the pillow and started getting my stuff and the minute I opened the door, it closes, I'm turned around and a pair of lips were smashed into mine.

I pushed Jake away as hard as I could and said "Why didn't you wake your ass up??? It's not that hard! You made me waste my energy, and make me tired. Especially my arm!"

He's just laying on the ground laughing his ass off. All it did was make me mad. I know I'm probably overreacting but I just can't help it. I have anger issues and sometimes I think I'm bipolar. One minute I'm happy the next I'm mad. One minute I'm laughing the next I'm crying.

I calm myself down before I start screaming at him for no reason and I sit down on the bed thinking. Thinking of how I can control myself. I always let my anger go and I never hold it back. I didn't want to hold it back. But I always thought that if I did that, I would let all my anger out on the wrong person and ruin everything. Everything in my life. I wouldn't be able to find myself again. I wouldn't be able to live my life. 

When my sister died I lost myself. I didn't even know who I was. It took a minute for me to find myself again and understand what was going on around me. And I didn't want to go through the exact same pain because that would be a nightmare.

I jump a little, feeling something on my shoulders, taking me out of my thoughts.

"Baby...umm...are you okay?" 

I look over at Jake and give him a small smile. "Yeah I guess. I was just thinking about some stuff."

He scoots closer to me and wraps his arm around my shoulder, then kisses the side of my head.

"Are you sure? Do you want to talk about it? We have nothing but time and I wouldn't mind a little story to listen to."

I laugh a little at his joke. "There is no story. I just...I have anger issues. I get mad so fast and I get mad at the wrong people and then they don't want to talk to me anymore and it's just so frustrating. And just now I almost got mad at you for nothing. All because you were laughing. I'm trying to contain my anger but I don't know how." 

Jake rubs my arm and it's quite comforting.

"Well there's nothing wrong with that. You're not the only person who can't control something. Whether it's anger, health issues or something. It's okay. You can learn. Just, think of happy things and not sad or mad things. Do happy things. Be around happy things and people."

"But when I think of happy things, I think of things from the past and it makes me mad. Because I know I can't get them back."

We sit in silence after I said what I said. I didn't really like it. Okay, I didn't like it at all. So I turned to Jake and saw him staring at me. I turned my body and sat on his lap, facing him, and I put my hands on his shoulders and smiled at him. He smiled back at me and put his hands around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

I leaned in and kissed him on the cheek. Then I whispered in his ear "I love you."

He kissed my neck, making me shiver a little and said "I love you too." I smiled and he continued to kiss my neck, soon sucking on a spot that made me so weak, I moaned so loudly. I heard Jake laughing a little.

I cupped his face with my hands and started to lean in. He smirked his amazing smirk and closed the space between our lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer, if that was even possible. He nipped at my lip causing me to gasp a little. I felt his tongue asking for access so I parted my lips just enough. Things started to get heated really quickly and soon Jake flipped us on the bed so he was on top and I still had my legs around his waist. His hands were roaming my legs, causing me to moan slightly. I became breathless soon and Jake could tell so he trailed his kisses down to my neck, again, which felt really good. I was so in love.

Soon, the moment got ruined because my phone started ringing. 

"Ughh!!" I started to push Jake off of me so I could answer it but he stopped me and pushed me back down causing me to laugh.

"Why do you have to go answer it? Can't we just continue what we were doing?" He went back to kissing my neck, and I bite my lip.

"As much as I want to continue this....I'm gonna answer my phone, and you're gonna let me."

I finally got him off of me. I heard him whine a little and I just laughed. I went and picked up my phone and answered it.

And when I did, I heard a voice I never thought I would hear in a million years.

"Hi sweetie. Remember me? Mom?"

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Hey guys!! Yeah I know this is a very short chapter but trust me, it gets better!! No worries!!