You're My Bad Boy

Chapter 10

"Rose. Rose. Get up. There's food!"

My head shot up. Food was life. Food was everything. There's so much food in the world. Whether it's American or Mexican or Italian. Food is life! When you say the word "food" around me, I will forget about everything else and move onto food. All the different flavors and sizes and smells oh my gosh, how can you not love food?!

I looked at Jake but then I started to scan the room. I saw no food. I groaned and laid back down. I put my face in the pillow and said,

"You lied to me!! There's no food!"

I heard Jake laugh so I threw one of the pillows at him.

"Jerk!"

I eventually got out of bed and remembering what happened yesterday. Jake and I had sex. I never expected myself to be so in love with someone that I would have sex with them! 

LOVE.

That word. It means a lot of different things to me. Someone could love you, you could love someone, someone loves someone else, hearts being broken, hearts being fixed, having a beating heart that beats like shit when you see that person you love, having no heart at all since you have so much hatred in there. I call it a black heart if you have so much hatred in there. Like my mother. She has one and always will, in my opinion. She's an evil bitch who ruined my life.

I got up with the covers wrapped around me and picked up all my clothes. I went into the bathroom and got dressed. After I was finished I looked at myself. My hair looked like a lion. My makeup was still there but smudge a little.

I got some water and wiped off some of my makeup.  I didn't have a brush so I tried to fix my hair with water as much as I could. 

I walked out of the bathroom and looked around the room once more. His room was just so breath taking. It was neat, clean, organized. 

But what really caught my eye was the paintings. Man, were they amazing. I walked over to one of them and just stared at it, completely mesmerized by it.

It was a picture of an ocean. And there was the sun in the background setting, causing the entire painting to be different shades of orange and red and yellow. The ocean was calm. No waves, no living things in it. Just calm and peaceful. The ocean was blue, mixed in with different colors that made the ocean look more real. 

Sometimes, when I payed attention to a picture for a long time, I sometimes relate the picture to my life. And this picture reminds me of when my sister was born. You'd expect a birth to be all noisy and loud and "OH MY GOD! IT'S A GIRL!" And shit like that but my sisters birth was quiet and peaceful. We all took turn holding her and staring at her beauty. Nobody had any words once she came into the world.

My thoughts were interrupted when Jake walked into the room.

I looked at him and just smiled. I was so grateful to have him. And he's completely different than other guys.

"Hey, what's wrong? Something buggin you?" Jake walked over me and wrapped me in a hug. I buried my face in his warmth and held onto him.

"No no....nothing wrong." I mumbled. "Just...loving the idea of having you."

He chuckled a little bit. 

"You must've read my mind. Because I love the idea of us being together and having you." I felt a small kiss on the top of my head sending huge zaps of electricity through me. I melted into Jake's arms. Everything was perfect. Everything was just- oh shit!

"What's wrong?" I heard Jake stifle a laugh.

Did I say that out loud? Obviously I did. Crap!

"I just remembered that I'm supposed to go shopping with Riley today. Didn't mean to scare you." I gave him a small smile.