Reckless

Chapter 11

What just happened?! Why did he leave like that? That's so weird. Maybe I should text Kian and ask about it.

To Kian:
Hey, we just finished dinner at my house and I walked Jc to his car and I asked him a question, than he left me without saying anything.

From Kian:
Well.. That's weird. What did you ask?

To Kian:
I asked about why he hurts me. And I got that response.

From Kian:
Oh. Well. Um. I gotta go. I'll talk to you later.

I stand there in Shock. Everyone's acting weird and I have no idea why. I walk back inside. I run upstairs, grab my phone and keys and leave.  "Mom I'm going out. I'll see you later." I yell before I leave. "Okay honey." I walk to my car. I'm gonna find out what's going on right now. I say to myself. I made my way to Kian and Jc's house.

Jc's POV

Okay, I admit. I could of handled that better. But I can't tell her, the only person who knows is Kian and he swore that he would tell no one. She can't find out. I pull up into the driveway. I hurry up and get out of my jeep. I walk inside. "Kian!" I yell. No answer. The only thing I hear is wishbone and Hazel barking at me. I walk toward Kian's room. I push open the door "Kian!!" I yell again. Kian opens the bathroom door. "Yeah?" He says. "I need to talk." "Yeah, what's going on?" He asks while he sits on his bed. "Jessica brung up a conversation." I start "And..??" He says. "She starting talking about why I hurt people... A-and I can't tell her." I explain. "She's gonna have to know about Amber sometime.." Kian starts. "She can't know, you know that.." I start. "She can't know anything about her. She shouldn't know." I add. "I think you should tell her, it's the right thing to do. She deserves to know since you guys are together." He says. "But you know the reason why I'm exactly the way I am.. I'm not the old Jc anymore. That's not how it works. I just can't come out and say it. I wont be surprised if Jessica completely hates me after what has happened in the past few days." Kian gets up and head towards the door. "You know what's the right thing to do. I can't tell her for you, you know what you have to do." He adds while he walks out the door. She will never know, she can never find out.

I get up and walk to my room. I open the door and I see Vega and wishbone laying on my bed. I walk over and sit down. Vega makes her way over to me and I start playing with her. Than I hear knocking. I walk up to the door to try and listen..

Jessica's POV

I hurried up and drove to Kian and Jc's house. I want an explanation, and a answer to my question. So I pull up, and see Kian and Jc's car outside so I know they are both home. I walk up to their door. I start knocking. "I'm coming!" I hear Kian yell. He starts opening the door. "Oh hey Jessica." He says. He seems weird. He's not acting normal. "Um, is Jc here? I have to talk to him." I ask. "U-Um, I don't know what he's doing. I think he's busy." He says weirdly. "Can I see him?" Kian nods and let's me in. I make my way to his room.

I get to his door. I knock. No answer. I knock again. Nothing. "Jc. I know your in there. Open up!" I yell so he can here me. I stand there for a second, the door opens. He stand there, with no shirt on. I stand there trying to not focus on that. "Why are you here?" He says. "I wanted to talk to you and wanna know why you left like that." I say as I make my way into his room. I sit on his bed, Wishbone walks next to me and lays down next to me. I look up and I see all of Jc's tattoos. He's closing the door and I notice the wings that are on his back.

He makes his way toward me, I can see the rest of his tattoos. A palm tree on his arm, a balloon, a wishbone. They amaze me. He snaps me out of my thoughts "What do you wanna talk about?" He says. "I.. Um, I wanted a answer to the question I asked before." I mumble. "It doesn't matter, it happened and it's done." He says. "But it doesn't make sense." I start "You just randomly called me your girlfriend on my first day. That's weird." I add. "I wanted you, and I have you." He says sternly. "Nothing's going to change that. You can't leave me. I won't let you." He says more aggressive. Now I'm starting to get scared. He's starting to get more angry.

"I don't understand why you would pick me. I'm nothing different from all these other girls. Why did you have to choose me. Why do you want me?" I nervously say. "I get whatever I want, and your that person. Your not going to get rid of me." He says clenching his fists. He stands up and makes his way toward me. He grabs my arms and throws me on the floor. "I've given you to many chances. You don't have any more!" He yells. I move to the corner of the room, trying to get away from him. He picks me up and pushed me into the wall. "Ouch, Jc. Your hurting me." I whimper. He moves back a little. He walks back toward me and throws me, I hit the dresser. He walks over. He bens down and gets near my face, "I don't wanna have to keep doing this, but I'll do it until you listen to me!" He angrily says. Now I'm really scared and hurt. I lick my lip and it's bleeding. I'm aching all over and probably bleeding. How am I going to get out of here without Kian noticing? I stand back up "You can't keep doing this to me! I'm gonna leave you sooner or later." I spat. "Oh no you not! I'm gonna make sure of it." He snarls.

I left and I slammed the door. I walk upstairs and I try and get out of there really fast so Kian doesn't see me. I can't have him see me like this. I run to the front door and I leave. I get in my car and I look in the mirror. I look horrible. I'm bleeding everywhere, I have many bruises. Hopefully my mom doesn't see any of this. I leave there house and head to mine.