(Discontinued) Can't Change Time(Life is Strange Fanfiction)

My Heart is Not Alright

Chloe's point of view.

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Laying in my bed I looked up at the ceiling, sighing as a puff of smoke left my lungs, pulling my joint away from my chapped lips. Some music playing in the background, nothing new.  Just thinking about everything that's been going on the past couple years.

My dad

Max

Rachel..

I shook my head, my blue hair  coming back down as I sat up. I can't be thinking of her... not anymore.. I have Max now, Rachel's in the past... 

Max..  Five years without you has been a living hell.. 

I felt the same sudden surge of anger go through me as I stood up, gripping my hair as I took a breath, feeling everything that I felt the day she came back, and the day  she left me behind. Anger, hurt, heartbreak..

I took a breath as I tried to focus. Going onto my laptop I went through my facebook. Seeing what Max and I have been posting since we where reunited. Of course I would see some of her selfies. She took a selfie of herself when she was wearing the flannel.

'ready for the mosh pit, shakha bra'  -with Chloe Elizabeth Price

Really Max? your such a geek. I kept looking and smiled as she posted a picture of me kissing her cheek, and a few others of us holding hands. I see she wanted out relationship to be known, not that I'm complaining- its just new.

But why would Max want to be involved with me? Yes we're best friends- But why would she want to be in a relationship with me? I sighed to myself as I turned off my laptop, standing up to finish my joint I started- watching the smoke leave my mouth as I exhaled, leaving my lips in a satisfied smile. Looking out the window as I tried to see Blackwell in the distance. I had a feeling that even after everything that happened.. even though I'm happy at this moment, 

I'll never be truly fine..