Those four words

Alive

Edited 1\11\16

OKAY SO I WASN'T PLANNING TO WRITE FOR THIS ANYMORE BUT I CAN'T LEAVE IT LIKE THIS...

Picture is Jin~

~Present day~

My phone rang and I picked it up mindlessly not caring who is was until Jin's voice blasted into my ear¨WHY WEREN'T YOU ANSWERING??!!!¨ I sighed and groaned into my pillow knowing he would get my point.¨I just had a really big fight with my mom¨ he mumbled and my head shot up ¨Why?¨I said rubbing sleep and dried tears from my eyes.¨Oh I don't know maybe because of the fact that Tae is alive...¨He growled and my phone fell from my hand to my lap and I felt my chest get tight letting what he said register before jumping from my bed and running to get dressed then breaking like two laws speeding to get his house.

I pulled into his driveway and parked my car before getting out and seeing him sitting on the front steps with his hands tangled in his hair.

"Jin?"I said sitting next to him and placing my hand on his shoulder.

"She sent him away and faked his death..."He looked over at me with tears in his eyes."What kind of person does that to people....I will never forgive her mother or not you don't do that to your family"He sighed and reached over to me brushing the tears off my cheek that had fallen without me knowing.

"I-Is he really a-alive Jin?"I whispered not being able to force myself to speak louder.He nodded and pulled me into his arms running his fingers through my hair.

"I think I could have forgiven her but thinking back to watching you crumble to an empty shell of what you were. Thinking about how many times you called me crying" anger flashed in his eyes as he moved one hand to my wrist and started to very gently caress the scratches and cuts there some being from just hours ago before I had fallen into a peaceful dreamland filled with Tae's smiles and laughter and his voice was tight when he spoke again."Thinking back to just last week when Rain came and got me and started dragging me to the girls bathroom and i saw you on the floor crying as the blood dripped onto the floor.I will never forgive her because she hurt You the most"

"Do you know where he is Jin?"I asked looking up at him after placing one of my hands on his as he traced the cuts.He nodded and stood up steadying me as he did."How did you find out?"I asked as he led me to his car."He called the house and I answered....at first I thought it was somebody's idea of a sick prank but then he asked when he was allowed to come home and see you then I knew it was really him because nobody but you me and him know about his feelings."

He opened the passenger door and helped me in then went over to his side and got in but as we pulled off I caught a glimpse of his mom's face in the curtains.I don't think i will ever be able to hate someone more then I hate her right now. What kind of mother fakes her son's death and makes her family hurt so bad?

I can't just focus on her right now my thoughts have to be on Taeyang....

I'm gonna see him again....

I am going to tell him I got the message the dolls had all along....

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