Those four words

cold metal

mon tuteur : French for guardian 

im so sorry for the long wait

Saras p.o.v

I ran and ran as much as I could then I shifted back.  I looked around trying to figure out where I was and then I saw it.  The cabin.

~Flashback~

My door burst open as im sitting in the middle of my bed holding the cold metal blade that is slowly warming as I watch the blood run down my wrist and onto my white sheets.

¨What the hell!?!¨  My dad screams as he charges into my room towards the bed.  I feel his hand connect with my cheek before I have time to move and I let silent tears run down my face.

¨You worthless whore! Trying to die and leave me and your mother to pay your funeral bills!¨  He spat at me his breath reeking of booze.

¨Well what do you have to say for yourself?!?!¨  He screams as he raises his hand to hit me again.

¨You deserve to go to hell....¨  I mumble looking back at my wrist wanting it all to end.

¨WHAT DID YOU SAY WHORE?!?¨  He yells getting in my face.

¨Go to hell¨  I say looking up at him as he looks down at me.

¨How dare you talk to your father like that young lady!¨  My mom yells as she steps into my room.

¨Father?So you still have yourself convinced that he is really a father to me?¨  I asked looking up at her and she glared back

¨Get out!¨  She yelled.

¨Why?So he never finds out that he isn't my father?Or so he never finds out that he isn't even   Chanmi's father?¨  I say calmly.

¨LEAVE!  NOW!!¨  She screamed and I stood from my bed grabbing a bag and packing it rapping a cloth around my wrist and pushing past her. 

¨I never wanted to be here anyway...¨ And with that I left.

~End of Flashback~

I sat down on the cold ground and just cried.

I don't know how long I was sitting there before I felt peace and security embrace me.  His strong arms wrapped tightly around me felt amazing.  He pressed his hand against my wrists pulling my nails away from my sikn.

¨Dont princess¨  He whispered his voice laced with hurt and pain mirroring my feelings.

¨D-Did you know?¨  I asked my voice raw and raspy from crying.  He shook his head no and sighed.

We sat there until  it got dark and with one look in my eyes and a small nod on my part he lifted me effortlessly and started back towards the house and away from the cabin.  

¨You are going to have to accept him and his mistakes or it will kill you both....¨  He mumbled.

I nodded and pulled his hand up to my lips gently kissing  the mark that was left from me.

¨mon tuteur¨  I whispered against his wrist.