When he loved me -Finished/Completed-

~Tough times~

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters. All characters belong to James Dashner.
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~Weeks after the fight. Newt hasn't seen Thomas for a long time~

Newt sat on his bed in his small bedroom. He got out his guitar and began to play it to the tune of 'amnesia' by 5 seconds of summer and gently began to sing. Tears trickled down his face as he sang 'I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forgot about these stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and memories I never can escape. The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone. I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone. And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around. It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you moved on. It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long. It's like when never happened, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all' and that's when newt broke down, tears streaming down his face. He let go of his guitar and it fell to his floor, causing a small bang.

"T-Tommy.." He muttered, his shaking hands digging into his pale blue bed sheets. "What did you have to do this to me! Bloody hell!!!" He threw his guitar pick at the wall in anger and then cursed as he now knew he will never be able to find that pick ever again. But it didn't matter right now. He was full of too much anger and sorrow to do anything. He closed his eyes and tried to calm his short breaths. "Calm newt. Calm." He whispered to himself. 'He doesn't deserve you. You h-h-h-no! You don't! Don't say that.' His thoughts were telling him things that weren't true so he decided to ignore those thoughts.

Newt rose from his bed and went over to his desk on the other side of the room. He looked at a very old photo of himself and Thomas playing together when they were little and he smiled gently at the thought. He then realised how much he loved Thomas...no. He ripped your heart out and teared it into shreds. How bloody dare he?! But your frickin' in love with the guy!....then I'll fight for him! Teach that James guy a lesson. And this time he will be the one standing alone broken-hearted! I will not loose this time! I will get my tommy!!! I will win this battle!

A/N: hello!!! I know it was sad at the beginning and I apologise for that!! Forgive me? Anyway, please please comment, vote, read my other stories, read on and follow me!!! :3 bye Senpai cookies