When he loved me -Finished/Completed-

~I'm not perfect~

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters. All characters belong to James Dashner.
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Warning: SOME USE OF BAD LANGUAGE AND SAD SCENES! (No blood so don't worry)

Warning: some EXTREMELY cute scenes. Don't blame me if you get a nose bleed. Heehee ^^

Thomas' pov~

I sat in my room on my bed strumming my guitar lightly. I tried to remember the chords to a song but my mind was only concentrating on one thing. Newt. Boy, how I missed my British best friend. I put my guitar aside and laid on my back, deep in thought. He would never love you Thomas. You're ugly, worthless and a piece of crap. Absolute crap. You're not perfect like he is. I know no body's perfect but Newt IS (don't you agree?)

Sigh. I closed my eyes, trying to clear my thoughts to only be bombarded with a hundred of other thoughts. I bet he already has a special someone anyway. You have no shot Thomas! He's not even gay.

'You're worthless, Tommy' you bolted up right at that. I heard those words in Newt's voice and it really freaked you out. He's right. I'm worthless. I put my head in my hands and sobbed silently. "Why is he so perfect? Why did I have to fall for him? He's not even gay, I bet!" Tears fell down my face as I said each sentence. Give. Up.

And with that I picked up my phone, unlocked it, found Newt's number and texted 'I've given up. I love you, Newton. Goodbye xxx' I then turned off the phone, stood up, found my gun and put it to my head. You can do this, Tommy. You ca-Just then Newt can barging into my room. "Tommy, stop! No!" He ran to me, grabbed the gun and chucked it to the other side of the room. "Newt no I-" I was cut off by his soft lips on mine. I quickly pulled back, stunned. "But...you boyfriend kiss I sorry what when...ahh" I made no sense by this point.

He chuckled softly and pulled me close. "Stop talking you bloody idiot." He grabbed my face and kissed me. This time I kissed him back. The kiss was sweet and short. I pulled back, cheeks now burning red. "You're such a cutie" we both said in sync then laughed. I took his hand in mine and kissed his knuckle. "Newt...how can you love someone like me?" I whispered. He stared at me then picked me up bridal style, carried me over to my bed and sat down with me on his lap. "Because you mean the world to me, Tommy"

I guess I am perfect after all. That's only because I have newt by my side. Newt completes me and I never want to be without him.

A/N: aww! How cute. Comment, vote, read on, read my other stories and follow me!thanks :3