Let me Love you (Student/Teacher Relationship)

Chapter 6: I Really Really Like you

RECAP

I can feel the sparks bursting throw my body the instant our lips meet. He kisses me softly, his tongue brushes against my bottom lip asking for entree into my mouth, I of course accept. I wrap my arms around his neck and run my hands throw his hair, I can hear a moan slip from his lips. I smile but we just keep kissing. I can feel his hands slid to my hips and reach under my shirt, I keep kissing him back, never wanting this moment to end. I take my hands out of his hair and run them down his chest. In between his gentle but passionate kisses he says,

"We- need- to- go," I break away slowly memorizing ever time I feel his tongue in my mouth, I step back slowly.

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Amelia's Point of View

He's gazing into my eyes smiling, he grabs my hand and drags me to the door, he's just about to open it when he spins me around and kisses me one more time. It was quick, just like we've done it a thousand times.

"Mr.Smit-"

"Lucas," he said with a smile, "you get to call me Lucas,"

"Ok Lucas, what are you, what are we doing?" he looks at me and grabs me around the waist, and pulls me into his arms,

"Well right now, I'm holding the most important thing in my life." Did he mean it? He couldn't have meant it. He's married.

"You don't mean that." I whispered under my breath, he could barley hear me.

"I do to mean it."

"How can you mean it. We met 5 weeks ago. Your willing to give up your entire life, your family, for me? I could never let you do that,"

"I don't know how its all going to work out, but all I know is that I want you Amelia, in my life, and not in the stupid student teacher relationship we've been having, but something more."

"Something more, what us going out to the movies or going on a real date. If it wasn't just our age difference that maybe a relationship between you and I could be possible, the fact that you have a wife, is even more reason as to why we can't do this."

"My wife is a bitch. I married here straight out of high school when she got pregnant for the twins. I love my kids and at one point I did love my wife." He grabs my face and holds it close to his,

"What kind of a coward was I to marry her, and not wait for you to show up."

"Mr Smith,"

"Oh for god sakes we are so past the Mr Smith, just say my name,"

"That would be inappropriate, I don't want to be inappropriate,"

"Lets be inappropriate than," I do finally have to giggle at this, he's being so serious, I take a step back and walk over to there couch, he starts walking towards me and whispers,

"Say my name," he sits down on the couch right beside me. Should I say his name? Should I be allowing myself to act like this, what would everyone say. I would be the slutty mistress who could potentially break up a family. OH SCREW IT!

"Lucas," I whisper his name so quietly I wasn't sure if he could here me, I'm pretty sure he did though because he slipped his hand down on the little bit of space that was between us. I automatically, slowly move my hand so it connects with him. We lace fingers and I can feel the sparks shooting through my entire body. He looks down at his watch, is 7:45, class starts in 30 minutes.

"You know what Amelia, I'm going to go call in sick. You are going to call your mother and tell her your home with the flu. We are going to spend the entire day together today. No if's,buts, or no's. Understood?" He wasn't serious was he?

"I am dead serious, go run to your place call your mom and come back over, or we can go to your place," I look around at all the boxes,

"Ya lets go to my place is a lot more cozy." I said with a laugh, "I'll leave the front door unlocked for you."

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Ok. So, so far today I have, woken up late, missed the bus, decided I wasn't going to school, then Lucas (see I used his name) was going to drive me to school, then Lucas (did it again) kissed me, then Lucas told me that I was the most important thing in his life, I of course didn't believe him, but the he gave me this big long speech (which I Tori; give Shonda Rhimes full credit for those amazing words of love) about how he should have waited for me, we held on hands, then we decided we weren't going to go to school, actually Lucas; my teacher; told me that I wasn't going to go to school we were going to spend the day together at my house, by ourselves. I really hope we take the day and talk everything through. So I have decided to change clothes since I don't really like what I'm wear, I change into light blue skinny jeans, with a tight bright pink tank top, again trying to show off my boobs. After I changed I gave mom a call, I tried to explain to her that I had the flu, but I didn't need her to come home. I told her I was a big girl and could take care of myself when I'm sick. So at that I now don't have to worry about her coming home until at least 7:00.

I hear a knock at the door,

"Amelia, you in here?"

"Ya I'm upstairs one sec," I start heading down the stairs, it looks like Lucas changed as well,

"got into something more comfortable?" i asked grinning at him wide eyed. He walks over to me and slides his arms around my waist and pulls me in close to his chest,

"I've never felt this safe in my entire life," I tell him leaning my head onto his chest holding him tight against me. He lets go of my waist and grabs my hand dragging me over to the couch, he plops down on it and pulls me onto his lap.

"What are you thinking so hard about?" he asks rubbing my back,

"Lucas, I just, I just don't know about all of this... like are we being completely and totally insane?" I asked with a really serious expression,

"Honestly Amelia, I have no idea what this is. Ever since I first set my eyes on you, I new you were special. You aren't just another student, I really, really like you and I like kissing you. I'm only telling you all this because I want to know how you feel. If age is a problem were only 8 years apart. Age is just a number." I try and concentrate on what we are talking about but his eyes, his face, everything he's just so sexy,

"I feel the same way. Ever since I first ran into you in that hallway, I've felt different. You aren't just another teacher, and I don't want you to just be another teacher. If the only problem with this, with us being together were age then I think I'd be ok with it. Its the fact that you already have a family, you have 2 kids, and a wife. Who am I suppose to be in your life. We can't go out, we'd have to sneak around at school, at home, everywhere. How is this ever going to amount to more?"

"I do have a wife and I do have kids, but thats just one part of my life. See today, I plan on making you fall in love with me. Then we wouldn't have to go out on dates, or go to the movies, we can just stay in, or go to a hotel or we can go to the beach, Christ if today works out the way I plan on it working out, we could rent a jet and I would fly you anywhere in the world just so we could spend some time together. Today my goal is to make you fall in love with me. Here, we don't have to worry about anyone seeing or hearing us talk, I can just make you fall in love with me." I sit there on his lap puzzled. My mouth drops open and I'm just staring into his flawless eyes. I want to see what he has planned for today. I have one last thing to tell him before he starts this 'plan',

"I have one more thing to tell you before you start this ultimate plan to make me fall in love with you,"

"Ok lets hear it,"

"Your going to fall in love with me before I fall in love with you."