"Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you only makes me love you more"
Keep trying. Just keep trying.
I hate the effect you have on me. How is it that no one but you can call me, and I'll fall to your feet without a second thought. It can't be natural to feel this way, so I'm trying to be able to stop that.
Try harder.
Sometimes it's like a knife is stabbing me endlessly, right in the heart. But being next to you just seems to instantaneously cure it, but at the same time brings me more pain.
You can get over this.
Time heals all- what a load of absolute bullshit. This pain isn't being healed. The longer I wait, the more I hold on to you. Time just makes it harder to let go.
Don't give up,
Why do you have to haunt my every thought? I try to do simple tasks, but I find myself being rendered incapable of completing them.
Somewhere is your cure
Please God, please give me something, anything. I need a pill of some sort that will make it easier to move on. I'm dying for it, because I haven't found this thing, and I need it ever so much.
Keep persisting.
I'm trying not to love, but my effort can only go so far. It's hard to let go of the thing you depend on, you are like my drug. Trying not to be dependant on your presence around me in tearing me to pieces- I feel almost unrepairable.
Yet I keep trying, even though there might be no point, because somehow, this isn't making me love you less.
It's only making me love you more.
YOU ARE READING
This Little Book | larry s. ✅
RomanceSo I’ve got this book. You might be thinking why? What’s the reason behind this state I’m in right now? It’s you. It’s you who is driving me insane. It’s you who makes me feel so confused. It’s all completely and utterly you. Don’t feel guilty t...
