*Harry POV* (4 days later)
This sucks. I feel like shit and that fact that Alex is pretending like i was never here doesn't help. I broke her but i just hope she saw me and the boys interview from yesterday.
*FLASH BACK*
"It'll get better Haz, i promise," NIall said to me for the thousandth time.
I just sighed and tried to look the littlest bit happy as we walked on stage. We were all sat on a couch and facing the interviewer and a large screen.
"Hello everybody, and welcome to todays guests, One Direction!" The interviewer said happily.
Nobody knew about what had happened and i was happy they didn't. Its rough (A/N our word!!) just knowing that i cheated, and to think about the entire world reminding me i did would finish me.
"So lads, how's the tour so far?"
"It's been amazing, and texas is such a pretty place," Liam answered.
"Now boys, I understand Louis, your girlfriend Eleanor flew in for the day, how was that?"
"Every time i get to see her its the happiest day of my life. Love you Elly-Bear!!" Louis responded.
"Now, raise your hand if you have a girlfriend," she asked.
Louis, Zayn, and Liam raised their hands while Niall and i kept ours down. I knew this would come up some day. I took a deep breathe and waited for the upcoming questions.
"Harry? I thought you and Alex were together. Care to tell us what happened?" the interviewer asked eyeing me curiously.
I shook my head and looked down to try to keep the tears in my eyes from showing.
"Okay then... Niall! Who is this beautiful young lady we've seen you with? Miriam, right?"
"Yeah that's Miriam, and no she's not my girlfriend... Yet, hopefully one day though. She's great," Niall said blushing.
"I screwed her over," I said still staring at my shoes.
The interviewer shot me a confused glance so i continued.
"About Alex, I basically cheated on her, and now she wont speak to me," I said.
"I understand, Harry every one has break ups." she said easily. Which angered me.
"HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS HURTS? I'M PRETTY DAMN SURE I LOVED HER AND NOW SHE'S GONE AND PROBABLY NEVER COMING BACK! You could never understand this pain i'm feeling," I shouted, slowly dying down to a whisper.
I completly tuned out the rest of our interview. We leave tomorrow, and she hadn't answered one of my calls or messages. I left hundreds and it says shes opened them all.
*End Flash Back*
I decided to give it one last shot *calls but gets answering machine*
"Huh, Alex? PLease, i can't do this anymore. I know i screwed up and i'm so sorry... The whole world knows now,"
I paused to take a breath while my tears started flowing,
"You are my everything, and i don't know what i was thinking. I've got my shit together and i can't take this any more... I'm leaving and you aren't beside me! I NEED YOU, IM SORRY!" I shouted
"I'm sorry..." I whispered and then hung up the phone.
I sighed and started to pack my bags.
*Alex POV*
