Still Sane (Narry Storan)

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

*Author's P.O.V*

Niall stands in the bathroom after his last interview. He looks at himself in the mirror with a blank look on his face. There is just nothing inside of him. He tries to force some emotion or facial expression but his body doesn't change. This side of him is never really shown since he always make sure to take his pick me ups on time. Nobody has never seen this side of him and it has been five years since he has been this way. A smile has been glued to his face but it has never been real or his positive messages. He can't even form either one of those on his own.

With that in mind, he digs in his pocket for the packet of pills. He opens the tiny bag then pops one pill inside his mouth then swallow. He closes his eyes for a few seconds then opens them again. He's use to the slight discomfort it has when it goes down. He's just glad that it doesn't have an aftertaste. He stares at himself for ten minutes before a big smile forms on his face. He puts the pills away then leaves the bathroom with a spring to his step. He is ready to finish out the rest of his day. The moment he steps out to leave he waves at the people he walks pass. They all return it along with a smile.

He walks outside the building and walks over to his car. A few fans waiting outside the building come walking over to him with their phones ready. He lifts one arm up and the first fan comes right under it for a picture. He feels good inside when they start to ask him about his day and what he has plan in the future. Most fans he comes across just talk about the show they saw him in and ask for an autograph. This is definitely a nice change of pace. They leave after they get their picture but one more fan comes over to him so she can finally have her turn. She hugs him then takes a quick picture with him while mentally trying not to freak out.

"Niall you've saved my life with your positivity. I look to you everyday for motivation." A fan states, smiling up at him.

"That's fantastic. It's so nice that I was able to reach you in the way I hope to reach everyone else. I can't preach what is not true for myself." Niall says, signing her poster.

"You're the most kindest person in the world. I don't know how you do it everyday." She responds, causing him to laugh.

"When you desire to see only positivity and spread it then it shall come to you natural even in your darkest times." Niall explains with a shrug of his shoulders.

"Thank you so much for everything that you've done. Enjoy the rest of your day." She replies while waving at him as she walks away.

He nods and waves back at her before getting inside of his car. He rolls the window down then turns on the radio. He starts to drive home while happily drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. He is so ready to arrive home and see his boys. When fans see him and call out to him, he waves at them and sometimes beeping his horn at that. He is about to turn the radio station when he his phone rings. He turns the volume down slightly then grabs his phone once he's at a red light. He glances at it quickly to see that it's Chelsea. He puts the call on speaker the moment he picks up then starts to drive.

"I think you need to spend sometime away from Harry for a while so he won't have any setbacks with his sessions." Chelsea explains as she sets up for her next appointment.

"I'm sorry but I can't do that. We have children to raise and I think that I can help him if I'm there to calm him down when he's upset. I can help him from not hitting me." Niall responds while rolling up the window so nobody can hear him.

"Niall I don't think that you understand just how dangerous this is. From what I gather so far, he'll only abuse you more if someone even shows a slight form of interest in you or if he feels he's losing you. It's okay to be slightly possessive but at this rate his will only get worse." She states, rubbing her temple.

"You don't know him like I do. As long as he doesn't put me in fatal danger, it'll be alright. I'll help him no matter what even if that means being abused by him." Niall answers, smiling at a fan that waves at him.

"Your response isn't healthy at all. Please come see me as soon as possible so you can set up a few sessions with me. I want the best for the both of you." She says before hanging up the phone.

He finishes his drive home while shaking his head. He knows what he's doing. He also knows that his positive thinking will win in the end. He isn't worry about anything. He makes it home ten minutes later whistling a random tune. He enters the home to find it empty. That kind of makes him sad but the emotion is gone a second later due to the pill. He smiles as he decides to clean up the house since he has nothing better to do. He starts this task in the kitchen first. After he's finish with his cleaning, he sits on the bed reading a new book. Two hours go by before he hears the front door open then close. He closes the book then sits it on the dresser.

He smiles brightly once he sees his husband walk into the bedroom. He goes over to him to give him a hug but he is stop by a punch being sent to his face. He falls to the floor with his hand coming up to hold his jaw. He doesn't have a lot of time to recover since he gets attack by his husband. He doesn't stop the attack either even though his body is screaming for him to get away from the pain. He knows that this is helping his husband. After, he sits up then wipes at his bleeding mouth. He takes the phone that is shove into his face then looks at the photo. It appears to be Zoey kissing her boyfriend but the angle of the picture makes the male look like him.

"I can't believe you would fucking kiss Zoey in public. If you were going to cheat, you could have at least did it in private." Harry says as he goes over to the closet and grabs a duffel bag.

"That isn't me Harry. You can tell by the tattoo on his finger but I can see why you would think that. I promise I was out all day doing interviews." Niall explains, giving the phone back to his husband.

"I don't like how you keep appearing to be cheating on me." Harry replies as he starts to grab some clothes.

"It shouldn't matter because all of them aren't true." Niall states, taking the clothes away from him.

"If you are cheating just say it, I won't be as mad. I'm tired of being stress out by that rumor." Harry informs, sitting the duffel bag down then crosses his arms.

"I'm not. I just happen to be mix up in that silly stuff." Niall answers while grabbing his shoulders.

"This is too much for me." Harry responds, causing his husband to panic.

"Hit me then. Take your frustration and stress out on me some more." Niall says, wrapping his husband's hand around his neck.
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Thoughts??? Predictions???

Bye.