Still Sane (Narry Storan)

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

*Author's P.O.V*

"You've been gone for too long. I was starting to lose it." Niall states, kissing his husband on the cheek repeatedly.

"It's only been a hour and twenty minutes. You've gone longer without me so chill out." Harry laughs out before getting out of his husband's grip.

He makes his way to the kitchen to get a snack. He settles for some brownies then make his way to the bedroom. He checks in Liam's room to see him sleeping in his crib. He smiles at him before he comes out of the room. He can also hear his sons and Ms.Day in their room learning. His husband follows close behind him with his ears really anxious to hear how the session went. He knows that there isn't going to be a lot of progress since it's the first day but he's just curious. He is the first sprinting to the bed then jumping on it when the door is open. He hears his lover laughing at his tactics. He lays on his side while patting for his lover to sit down. Harry does just that as he finishes the brownies.

"So how did it go?" Niall questions, wiggling his eyebrows then biting his bottom lip.

"Like any other therapy session. She's really nice and understanding. That's all you're getting out me. The rest is a secret remember." Harry answers, reaching out to playfully pat his husband on the head but he flinches away.

"Sorry. I didn't mean to react that way." Niall says immediately, beating himself up on the inside for reacting that way.

"No your reaction was pretty clear to me so don't try and hide it. You thought I was going to hit you. My god I'm so horrible." Harry states with a frown appearing on his face.

That's all he needs to conclude that it has gotten worse. He's never seen his husband flinch away from him when doing simple gestures. For him to be doing this now, makes him disgusted in himself. At this point, he hopes that this doesn't effect them when they appear outside. He doesn't want to see a fan or paparazzi question them on why his husband flinches away from. He would most definitely feel like shit if they end up recording that happening. He can't even bring himself to look at his husband. Not even when he feels him rest his hand on top of his. He doesn't want to be touch by him because he knows that he doesn't deserve his love, time, or his touch. He sighs heavily as he tries to calm himself down.

"No I didn't. It was just a normal reflex. You aren't angry so I know you weren't going to hit me this time." Niall explains but that only upsets his significant other even more.

"You don't have to lie. Just say that you're afraid of me and that I'm a danger to you and our children. You kept treating this like it's something normal. You even talk as if it's normal and that it'll happen again." Harry says, pulling his hand away from him.

"You are a danger to me but I refuse to believe that you are a danger to our children. I want you to understand that you can't get rid of me or my love for you. You and our children are my top priorities. The children are doing fine so that leaves you. I won't stop until we get through your anger issues and the abuse. I also won't stop until you learn to stop mentally beating yourself up. You're human and humans make mistakes but we take those mistakes then learn and grow from them." Niall explains, bringing his husband close to his chest.

Every last one of those words hit Harry hard. His chin trembles with his eyes starting to sting. He goes to open his mouth but closes it immediately, knowing that a whimper was going to come out. A cry comes from him but it is muffle due to him pressing his face into his lover's chest. There's no way that his husband is human. There is usually something that every person has that someone would hate or it would annoy them. There isn't one that he found out about his husband and he thinks that's going to stay like that for the rest of their lives. The amount of kindness, wisdom, and selflessness that he has is through the roof. It kind of makes him upset but not as to where he wants to hit him. He just wishes that he was like that.

He is taken out of his thoughts when he feels his head being lift up. He sniffles as his green eyes met light blue ones. He feels his husband's soft hands reach up to wipe away his tears gently. The spark that goes through his skin causes him to shiver. This is the same feeling he had when they first met. A smile comes up on his face as he relaxes into the touch. One of his hands come up to rest on his husband's hand while letting his eyes close. The warmth that he feels from him makes him want to stay like this forever. He wishes the abuse was a nightmare and that they are perfectly fine. A soft and warm feeling appears on his lips, which he knows exactly what it is. His eyes open after he feels his husband's lips disconnect from his.

"I know I've told you this countless of times before but my heart, mind, body, and spirit belongs to you. You're the reason why I smile, laugh, and wake up everyday. I will cherish you and your hands as long as I shall live." Niall says, quietly as he kisses his forehead.

"Stop it. You're going to make me cry until I can't anymore." Harry laughs while trying to look away from him.

"No. You really need to hear this. Don't ever doubt me, you, or us. I wouldn't travel back in time to fix anything because everything is fine just the way it is. I love you." Niall replies, making sure the taller male is looking at him.

"I understand and I love you more than you can imagine." Harry responds while nodding his head.

They kiss one more time before Niall gets up from the bed. He tugs his shirt over his head then tosses it in the hamper. Throughout that movement, his muscles bulge. That catches the attention of his significant other, who is resting on his forearms while checking him out. No matter how many times he sees his husband naked he will forever drool over him. The man has been fit his entire life. His bottom lip is taken inbetween his teeth seeing him take off his pants next. He watches him grab his robe before his boxers are thrown into the hamper. Before Niall leaves the room, he looks at Harry with a glint in his eyes. He opens the door as a smirk makes its way onto his face.

"You should join me. I promise you won't regret it." Niall says with a wink then leaves the room.
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Fun fact The Vampire Dairies, mainly Stefan with a little of Elena, inspired Niall's dialogue in this chapter. Thoughts??? Predictions???

Bye.