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Entry #6: Awesome People

Entry #6: Awesome People

Sometimes I hate people, because they are all little shits.

But then, there are always people who make me smile, like my Wattpad friends and fans. And that makes me wonder how some people, who live so far from you, are the only ones who can really understand you. Maybe it's because there is no judgment online, something like that. I honestly don't know.

I'm glad that I can make so many great friendships with all of you; because honestly, almost everyone at my school are little shits.

One of the reasons why, is because I live in a fairly wealthy suburb. So almost every kid is spoiled as fuck (including me, I'm not gonna lie). But the thing that makes me mad, is the fact that some kids have the audacity to treat other people like complete shit, and talk about their parents like they are dirt.

"OH MY GOD, I COULDN'T WEAR MY SHORT SHORTS TODAY, BECAUSE MY MOM SAID I COULDN'T. SHE'S SUCH A BITCH!" <-- this is the shit I overheard today.

She said you couldn't, because bitch, your ass is always hanging out of those shorts. She don't want you to get eye-raped by creepy men. BE THANKFUL.

Sometimes I wanna just slap those girls and be like "Yo mama gave birth to you, BE THANKFUL SHE DIDN'T ABORT YOU, you little shit." And not only that, their moms buy them everything. They are so lucky, and it makes me sad that some people neglect that luxury that we have. Some people have NOTHING, and they appreciate their parents more than some kids do. Do you know people like that? And doesn't it make you wanna punch someone?

And if you are one of those people; STOP. STOP BEING AN UNGRATEFUL BRAT. I will virtually smack you. Also, stop being so self-centered. Understand that your parents might be "mean" or "tough" on you because they might be dealing with a problem as well, or maybe they don't deal with anger/irritation very well because of a past experience/a childhood of being raised by awful parents. Understand that the world doesn't revolve around you, and your parents are just looking out for you. And they don't call you "little shits" when you are disrespectful to them. This does not apply to people who have genuinely shitty parents who don't give a fuck about their child, because that--that, is a different story.

But back to my point about school; I've never felt so alone. I honestly don't have many friends at school, and sometimes, the loneliness and rejection makes me cry.

The bullies are the worst though, because first of all, no matter what you do, it won't stop. Unless you take action. Which is dumb, because some victims get in trouble for SIMPLY DEFENDING THEMSELVES.

It seems like the administers don't give a shit, because you never get the bullies to stop if you tell a teacher. You have to stand up for yourself, and it's awful when the victim gets in trouble for simply defending his/herself.

Schools are fucking dumb. I mean, I truly believe that a victim shouldn't get in trouble if he/she stands up for himself. Because the fucking school wouldn't have, and they are telling the VICTIM that they are wrong, when they just wanted everything to stop, and nothing else could've stopped the abuse. I feel like they support the bullies. Think about these next sentence (more like question, but whatever) that you're going to read, and think through it for at least a minute.

You're praised and don't get in trouble for self defense when someone on the street assaults you, why can't it be the same in school?

And fuck what health teachers say about "escalating the conflict", because it honestly wouldn't have ended for you if you didn't fight back.

So never feel like self-defense isn't an option, especially if you have contacted your school about the bullying, and nothing has been done. It's either that, or losing your life (metaphorically). Metaphorically, as in, you're wasting time, out of your life, to have to deal with these fuckers.