KILL FOR YA

CHAPTER 22: COMA

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Vanessa James

It's been three days and Chris still hasn't woken up from his coma everybody is really worried Mama j even came to Cali to see him it's all gotten so bad to the point where the doctors are asking should they pull the plug because he hasn't made any movments mentally, physically, or emotionally and he is slowly dying and they chose me to pull the plug or let him slowly die and I don't know what to chose...

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Mommy can we go see daddy please I have to get him anoth picture" I groaned I don't even know why she does all of this when she just cries everytime she sees him

Pweeeaseee mommy maybe he will talk this time" she said with hope smeared across he words i just had to take her

Okay fine wait with drake while I go and get ready" I hopped off the couch and ran upstairs

Did i mention that Nyla went home but now Autumn is here me and Drake can't do our thing so me and him are having bad times and he thinks that I still want Chris I told him he is hilarious.
I got in the shower and let the water trickle down my body as I ran my fingers through my grey hair, I picked up the warm vanilla body wash and put it on my lufa and cleansed my body. I washed my body off and turned the shower off and stepped out grabbing my towel and wrapping it around me then I walked over to the steamy mirror and wiped it so a big circle showed my face and thought to myself what am I doimg with my life? Im 26 years old and have a model job, a child thats not mine calling me mommy? And not married, after I thought about that I started to tear up so I picked up my tooth brush and put paste on it and went to work on my teeth.

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Drake we will be right back with-in a hour" I kissed his lips

Okay" he sighed

I'm dropping Autumn with mama j" I said seductively

Babe I gotta go to the studio" I mentally rolled my eyes and simply said okay then picked up my keys, and my phone and Autumn who had her picture in her hand and walked out to my Blue Audi.

Come on baby" I said as we walked in to the hospital

Okay mommy" she ran up and grabbed my hand and we walked in ignoring the paparazzi snapping pictures

Mommy?" she asked as we reached Chris's room.

Yeah?" I stopped and bent down to her level in my yoga pants and tank top.

Um..what if daddy doesn't wake up?" she said and the verge of tears gripping her picture.

He will come on" we walked in and mama j was talking to him and she stopped when we came in.

Gamma" Autumn ran and hugged her leg

Hey baby!" she said and I walk over the chaur beside chris and sat down and stared at him.

Sweetie are you crying?" mama j asked me I didn't even realize it I quickly wiped the tears away then Autumn broke into a tantrum screaming and kicking out of nowhere

Leave me alone!...Stop....Please...Nooo" she screamed like she was talking to someone I ran over to her and pulled her into my chest eventually she stopped her tantrum and just cried mama j said she would take her off my hands.

Autumn here go over to the couch and play on gramma's phone" mama j said and Autumn obeyed normally as if she didn't just have a tantrum

Vanessa let me talk to you in the hallway." mama j walked out and I followed her

Yeah mama?" I asked her

I don't know what is wrong with Autumn but you need to take her to some kind of therapy and you need to cry you can't hold every thing in it's gonna eat you up inside" she spoke powerfully but not loud.

I know I will take her and as for me I don't need to cry i'm just upcoming on my period and I get emotional" I bold face lied

Mhmm well I want you to go lay with him and if you don't cry I believe you" she said I already knew I was gonna cry but I couldn't let her know that I lied so I walked and layed and put my head In his neck and the water works came immediately.

Told you now you know what you have to do Autumn come on" mama j said and then left with Autumn and closed the door as I layed with Chris crying into his neck.

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Chris Brown

This was the worst feeling ever I was dead but alive it was crazy and Vanessa is cuddled up with me and I can't comfort her it's like the worst feeling i'm trying so hard to move but I can't and want to talk and let her I love her and nobody else but I can't..

I want to tell her alot of things but it can't happen because of my fault I should have never cheated and this would not be happening I just couldn't stay faithful me and Vanessa could have had children now she can't get pregnant we could have been married but she is happily in live with drake and my turn is over and gone forever...

I just wanna cry but that won't happen I could try but I need to be focused on trying to live I don't even remember how I ended up hear? My daughter is only 4 and i'm 25 I want to see her go to college and I want to...

Wait I can hear what she is saying

Chris I love you and I wish you would just wake up please I want you Autumn needs you please baby" she cried in my shirt I went to go wrap my arm around her waist but I couldn't move

Then she kissed my lips and I still couldn't move SHIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT I yelled in my head.

Chris I will see you tomorrow" she pulled away and I heard the door close shut and I fell back into this deep sleep.
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Vanessa James

Mama j was right that really helped and now i'm on my way home to please my man but first I went to pick up somthings from the store I got some strawberry flavored oil stuff for when we give each other head, I got a pair of handcuffs, and a whip

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I stepped into the house and called drake no answer so I walked into the living he wasn't there I know he said he had to go to the studio but damn I walked into the kitchen and my eyes immediately came in contact with a sink full of dish i groaned and went to wash them.

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Ughhhhhhhhh I had so much homework today

Next update Oct.31 2015

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