Chapter 26:

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Chris Brown
Sunday 5:03am October 18, 2014

I woke up to my mom yelling at me...

First you gon have sex, in my damn house then not get up for church" she yelled then a rush of cold water emerged on me

Ahh" I yelled then sat up I look to my left and didn't see Vanessa I guess my mom saw me looking

She left when I got up, and when I told her to go talk to you I didn't think yall were gonna have sex" she said shifting all her weight to her right hip

Momma you keep doing that you gonna break a damn hip" I chuckled then got slapped in the head

Get up Christopher we are going to church!" she said

Um momma can you leave ion have on and pants" I told her

Chris I've seen the leaked picture" she said nonchalantly

Please just leave" I said and she left so I got up and hopped in the shower

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Daddy you look hanswome" Autumn complemented me as I put her in her in her carseat in my mom's dark blue Range then I strapped her in and closed the door then hopped in the driver's seat.

Chris be mindful of your wound" she told me

I will mom" I pulled out of her driveway then head to the church.

(Skip Church)

The preacher was basically talking about how if you are going through a hard times you need to prat and trust in god because he WILL answer your prayers we had to leave a little early because Autumn peed on herself so we gotta put her back on her pull ups.....

Daddy can we go get ice-cream?" she asked me changing the channel on the living room t.v.

Um sure after dinner" I told her then called Vanessa

Hello?" she crankly answered

Hey i'm suprised you sounding like that cause the way I put I down whoo!" I said trying to break the ice

Chris will you just stop manipulating me please? I want to be in a committed relationship with drake" she told me and I rolled my eyes

Okay so what are you doing?" I walked upstairs from the kitchen

Um nothing drake just wanted to take me out tonight and I have to hide these hickeys yo dumb ass gave me" She said

Why I always gotta be some thing negative?, why can't I be the nigga that you love, that makes love to you?" I asked sitting on my bed

Cause.." she mumbled something

You on the pill, cause I didn't pull out?" I asked her

Chris, why would you even ask me that damn throw it in my face why don't you?" she said I completely forgot

Im sorry I didn't me-" the line went dead

Shit" I said to myself and flopped back on the bed

Daddy?" Autumn came in the room and got on the bed but I put her back on the floor

Stay down there" I told her

Why" she tilted her head and looked at me from the floor

Cause it's dirty" I told her then I ran her a bath.

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Vanessa James
5:30pm

I couldn't believe he asked me that" I thought to myself as I got my black louboutin red bottoms, and my turtle neck dress that stopped under my knees.

Nessa im sorry please I didn't mean it like that baby please forgive me I know how hard it was for you it was my baby too~C-sizzle
Sent Now

Love you and Jr. with all my heart and if I could die for him to be back I would~ C-sizzle
Sent Now

Do you love me?~ C-sizzle

I sighed and texted him back

Chris i'm trying to go on a date, and I have to for you but no I don't love you, It's time for you to put your cream on~
Sent Now

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7:30pm same day

Hey babe I haven't seen you in a while" I told drake as I arrived at the restaurant sitting down in front him

Yeah, anyways you wanna order already" He said

Um..yeah" I said then we ordered

So how has your tour been?" I asked him

I can't do this anymore " he said dropping his utensils on his plate and I looked at him and furrowed my eyebrows

I wasn't on tour there never was a tour, for a whole month I cheated on you until she just left" He said and surprisingly I wasn't that mad

Who is she" I said as I stabbed my knife in my tender loin (I think idrk) and began cutting

Rihanna" I looked at him nodding my head taking everthing in.

So you tell me to come on a date with you to this fancy ass place, then you let me call you baby and all that shit, then you break up with me for a bitch that's dead?" I scoffed" Pathetic ass niggas, and drake I cheated too" I said showing him my hickey on my neck and the one on my thigh then I took a sip of my drink and stood up then threw it in his face and smashed the cup on the table then I drove to Nyla's house I had a hard time remembering where she lived but I managed.

I knocked on her door then Trey opened it and let me in.

Ny!" I ran over to her and gave her a hug

What are you doing here?" she questioned

Well I just broke up with drake he had been cheating on me for a whole month you know that shit?" I picked up a wine glass full of wine off her coffee table and gulped it down in 30 secs

He did, omg are you okay?" she asked me

Yeah I fucked chris yesterday still got all the hickeys how far along are you?" I said rubbing her belly

1 month, it will be two in 2 weeks" she said and I gasped

Dang so is it a boy or girl?" I said

They won't be able to tell until I hit 2 months"she said

So you and chris got back together?" I asked her

Um you mean trey?" she said

Yeah her" I began to feel woozy

Him and are you okay you look sick?" she said and everything went black

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