KILL FOR YA

CHRISTMAS MESSERY PT.4

Christmas day 1:25am

Meanwhile as Autumn and Vanessa were being taken to the hospital chris just kept crying to his mother and calling Vanessa as he was in the hospital with his slowly dying cousin and his mom of course

Chris everythimg will be okay" Momma J told chris side hugging him

Momma I messed up badly all my life i've been a fuck up and I really did it this time look at me 25 years old with a daughter and two other kids on the way, all i've done is let you down and my fans." Chris said letting another tear slip

Chris don't do that to yourself" Momma J told him

Do what?"He asked confused

Don't beat yourself up" she told him just as the ambulance with Autumn and Vanessa pulled up

Excuse me!!" the paramedic yelled down the hall as he brought in a child with cuts and bruises all in her I was like everything was going in slowmotion for chris went he realized it was his baby girl that was all cut up, then they rolled in Vanessa who had it worse than Autumn she was looking terrible words can't even explain.

Chris was in such shock along with his mother they were so shocked they just sat there with their jaws dropped until chris stood up and followed the paramedics

Chris come back" Momma J yelled down the hallway but he didn't stop running to catch up with the doctors

Excuse me sir what happened?" He asked the doctors.

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Chris Brown

Excuse me sir what happened?" I asked the doctors

Sir that is classified information." the doctors told me and I ran back to the front desk

Omg!, Chris brown" she said

Yeah yeah I know, can you tell me what happened to Vanessa James and Autumn Brown?" I asked her and she gasped

What happened." My voiced cracked

They were hit by a 18 wheeler" She said I started to think of Summer she died when she was pregnant because I was cheating on her with her sister and Vanessa is pregnant and got into a accident because I cheated on he with her cousin

Chris" my mom ran up to me and everything just hit me so hard I passed out.

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I woke up on a couch and I looked up and Autumn was in the hospital bed with a couple steady beeps coming from the monitor

I stood up and walked over to her and kissed her bruised face I felt sick to my stomach that my wrong doings made this happen

Hey sweetie" I looked over and it was my mom

Hey" I said sadly and sighed

Everything will be okay Autumn will put through" she told me

Will you stop saying that please!" I semi yelled " sorry mom i'm just upset." I said calmly

I understand chris and that's okay but you can't be mad at Trey or Drake or anybody else because you brought this on yourself" she told me

I know how is Vanessa?" I asked her

She is good my baby is trying so hard to stay alive." she said

Since when did she become your baby?" I asked a lil hurt but this was not the time

Not her I love her but I was talking about my grand baby." she smiled and I cracked one too thinking about if I make everything right I could celebrate her having a baby.

Imma go see Vanessa." I told her and I walked out and into her room after I found it and her face looked like she was beat up by Mayweather or somebody

She just rested there on the bed looking so peaceful I put my hand on her belly and I could feel and lil something it wasn't moving though and I rubbed her stomach and though to myself if she died I think I would kill myself I would kill for this woman and If that means myself shit she got me fucked up I chuckled to myself and removed my hand and tucked it in my front pocket.

I love you babe" I kissed her busted lip and left I just went straight to my house and got three bottles of vodka and drank away my Problems. Regrets. Mistakes. Sadness. Happiness

Until my emotions were completely numb I didn't know what I was feeling........

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Okay my next update will be tomorrow since this book is coming to a end.

Should Sochitta have a boy or girl?

Should Somebody come back for the end of the book,who?

Wow crazy man I deleted poppin but I am working on the sequel for this called rewind but it is NOT a prequel..

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