The Love of my Life (Bisexual)

Chapter Two

Rachel's P.O.V.

As soon as we sit down in Jenna's 2008 Silver Mustang Convertible, I feel sudden warmth on my upper thigh. I hesitate, I know we're going a little too fast, but I decide to put my hand down her pants anyway. I stick my fingers in her vagina and quickly wiggle them inside her. When she lets out a loud moan I pull my hand out of her pants, push her hand off my thigh, and we hold hands the rest of the way to the mall. I couldn't believe this was finally happening to me. This was the greatest feeling I have ever felt around anyone. But I just realized that we are not even together yet. Why are we touching each other so intimately? The last thing I want to do is make Jen think I don't want her, but I need to tell her somehow that I am uncomfortable with the way things are going between us.

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Jenna's P.O.V.

Rachel knows how to move her fingers, it felt so good when she fingered me in the car, I couldn't help myself but to moan, I think she got a little embarrassed though when I did. I had broken the 20 minute silence by saying, "Rachel. I'm sorry; I didn't mean to moan that loudly. It just felt good, that's all"

"Oh my god, Jennifer! We are only friends and I know you know I want to be more than that! Why can't you just stop with your trying to be funny about this bullshit and take it seriously?!?! I want to be with you, but I don't want to just be each other’s fuck buddies!" No one said Rachel never cussed. "As much as I would love to, I don't want to fuck you all the time. I want us to have a serious relationship, with feelings and not just sex! Can we just please have that?!?!"

"I'm sorry Rach. You know I like you, and you know I want to be with you too."

Rachel interrupted by saying, "But you want to have sex more than have feelings for each other, right?"

I argued no over and over with her and I finally convinced her when I yelled in the middle of our argument, "Rachel I love you! Okay?!?! I love you with all my heart and I don't want to just only have sex with you, Rachel! I want to have feelings for you, stronger than I do now! I might want to have sex or touch you at times, but I do not want it to be the only thing we do!"

"Okay. I'm sorry. I love you too."

We held hands all the way to the mall and when we arrived my bladder was full! I rushed to the bathroom and Rachel followed me into the stalls. I was going onto Rachel about slowing down, yet I was wet and horny. When I pulled my jeans off my body, she seen how wet I was and then she got wet and hornier. Rachel pushed me up against the wall, and made out with me. She bit me and licked me. I was undressing her from head to toe and we made our way onto the floor. We were naked on the cold tiles in the mall bathroom stall and I got shivers when my back touched them. I went down on Rachel, licking her and kissing every inch of her body, when I finally made my way to her thighs, I was teasing her. I covered her mouth when she groaned. It was like she has never had sex before, oh wait neither of us have. I came from the outside of her left thigh to the inside. When my tongue had finally found the way into her vagina, she yelled and bit my hand while doing so. She turned me over as she began eating me out. There was discharge all over the floor.

After we completed our sexual adventure in the bathroom stalls, we headed off to go shop. We went to Hot Topic before we had gone anywhere else. Aside from Spencer's, Hot Topic was mine and Rachel's favorite store. After Rachel and I left Hot Topic, then Spencer's, we held hands to Deb's, Wet Seal, Rue 21, Old Navy, JCPenny's, American Eagle, and finally after leaving Hollister and Aeropostile, the 2 of us rushed back to my car as the bags crushed our arms.

We decided to go eat at a nearby Burger King, and then we were off to the theater to go watch a movie.

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Rachel's P.O.V.

I was thrilled that Jenna and I were finally together, but neither of us knew how we would end up.

We went to go watch "The Lucky One" at the closest theater. It was a very good movie! It made us cry, laugh, and have more feelings for one another. I felt Jenna jump as I placed me hand on her left leg, I was always on the right side. She guided my hand into hers and our finger entwined. I was so in love with Jenna, it wasn't a bit funny. How could anyone ever imagine hurting her, like the way Sam did?

The rest of the year, we managed to keep us a secret. Jenna was so scared that her parents would find out. Then word got around school that the 2 of us were dating and sleeping together. Inside I didn't dare deny the fact it was true, but I couldn't let my peers know that. Random people would ask if it was true, are we lesbians?? Jenna and I both denied it, which killed us on the inside. But we weren't lying, we are not lesbians. We are bisexuals, which mean we like dick and pussy. Not only dick! Not only pussy! We like both and I knew Jenna felt the same way about all this!