Call me crazy

Abbhorence

"You whore!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. Furry was in my eyes and my lungs were running out of oxygen. I can't breath, or think or do anything at all. So what do I do? I charged toward Anastasia and grabbed her by the neck with all the force in my being and punched her in face like my life depended on it. I was utterly enraged. The whole school was privileged enough to see Caleb and Anastasia's make out scene ,because she decided the smart thing to do was... POST IT ON INSTAGRAM! Caleb is embarrassed and a violent type of angry. So, I decided to make her pay. Breath one, two, three and four. She struggled for me to release her and tried fighting back by pulling my hair vigorously but it doesn't face me. Wuss. The entire lunch room was chanting: Fight, fight, fight! Bright red blood covered Anastasia's face and her nose was twisted to the side. Bruises and scratches formed on her arms and legs and as much abhorrence was in my heart for her, I was unable to hurt her any further. I grabbed her by the shirt and threw her on the floor and fleeted far away from the cafeteria. Eventually administration had shown up to deal with the situation and I could here them calling me on the intercom.

I ran with tears in my eyes through the dark and empty hallways or my school. I immediately went to the janitors closet, I sat in silence hating myself for being so angry and doing something so selfish and stupid. I found a razor sitting on a shelf next to the mop. GROSS DUDE. My body ached and shook and trembled. I broke apart the razor leaving it with just the blade and with tears in my eyes brought it to my wrists. With the swift swipes I slit my wrists. Blood dripped from my arm and onto the floor and made sounds like rain. Drop. Drop. Drop. Drop. One breath. Two breath. Three breath. Four breath. I bit my lip to hold in the pain and stinging. It hurt like hell but at the same time it felt good. I was destroying myself yet it felt edifying. That scared me, more than you'll know. My salty tears poured into my wounds. CRAP. Tsssssssss. That hurt like hell.

All in this instant I officially hated myself. This was the breaking point. I just want it to be over and done with. I might as well just take my life now. Like every other time in my life, as if one cue, the only person I wanted to see right now opened the door. "Aria?!" he cried kneeling next to me burning his eyes into my wrists. "I'm so sorry" I sobbed. "I really am."

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Once again I am super sorry for a short chapter. I have been having writers block the past few days so bear with me. 

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Aria and Caleb aka CARIA or Anastasia and Caleb aka Canastasia? (Basically you answer the question and I will randomly choose a person and give them a shout out!)

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