My whole body tensed, I instantly felt dizzy, my eyes clouded in tears to a point where I couldnt see, I started to back away from the people until I was near the back of the lorry, I forcefully wiped my eyes, I had my head turned side ways a little bit and I angrily stared at tdog, then at the rest of them, the anger and pain I felt right now wasn't bearable, I didn't let one tear shed tho, not one fall
"You drop the key?" I said viscously
"I'm sorry i-
"What do you mean by you dropped the fucking key?!" I angrily burst
"I dropped it down the drain" tdog said guilt and shock clear in his voice, I took in a sharp breath and took a hold on my hair I stood like that keeping in the breath for a few second before turning around to them all
"You mean my brothers still on that fucking roof!!!" I screams, rage clear in my voice as I became strained and even more gravely
(When words are in bold it means she is saying them like she's about to cry and when words are like this she is saying them extra visoulsy )
"Okay Max I think we can just all calm down" rick began to say but once he began I wasn't planning on letting him finish
"MY BROTHER IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU PEOPLE!" I screamed at them "HE'S ON THAT FUCKING ROOF WITH THOSE FUCKING THINGS" I screamed again, I'm sure they could sense my struggle in speaking threw tears but my anger over did that
"You cuffed him on a fucking roof" I said looking at rick as I said that part "And left him there!" I yelled again I was breathing heavy now and pacing back and fort, my mind began to race telling me Merle was dead telling me without him I'll be dead to j began to feel a rage I never felt before and pain I never wanted to feel again, I quickly raised my fist and began angrly punching the side of the lorry
"FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU ALL YOU MOTHER FUXKERS!!" I screamed pointing at all of them harshly swinging my arm each time I did, I began to shake as more tears stained my eyes I let out on whimper as the sound of my breath over did every other sound everyone seems to stare at me guilt fear and regret on there faces
"Wait until we get to camp" I said angrily "wait till y'all see Daryl! He's gonna kill everyone one of ye! Y'all gonna get fucking arrows to your heads just wait you all fucking dead!" I said running out of things to say, and the second Daryl came to my mind made my rage even higher
I looked at tdog
"You did that shit on purpose!" I yelled as one tear fell but I sipped it away madly"MERLE'S FUCKING DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU!" I screamed running up and aiming my gun at tdog
"FUCK you" I hissed between gritted teeth
Suddenly morals was out of his chair and pinned me to the lorry wall
"Drop it" he said but the second he had pinned me I already was dropped my gun , I just let it fall from my hand as I let out one or two sods
"Hey get of me man!" I yelled pushing him away
I paced to the back of the van again "y'all killed my fucking brother" k breathed holding my face in my hands tightly
"If it helps... I chained the door.." t dog said quietly, I quickly turned to him my eyes slightly wide
"You mean he's still up there?" I said quietly, if it wasn't for my redneck accent I probably would of sounded so weak and innocent, God FUCK I hate these fucking people they can all burn in hell for all I care, and I'm getting my brother back, the second tdog nodded I advanced over to rick
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Just Another Dixon (rick grimes love story)
RandomMax was just like her brothers, rude ,mean, loud, angry but after the world ends piece by piece it changes her, when everyone else goes to hell she rises knowing about her past is going to be much harder then learning about her brothers but the gr...