Fallen Love (Completed)

Fall 18: Autumn Is Falling

Luki Megurine's Point Of View

I tried to endure it but I'm still at lost... I would like to forget about these feelings but I just can't...

I truly love you, Miku...

Since that day when I kissed you, I realized that I don't have a place in your heart. I know it from the start you are already seeing somebody... since the first day of fall...

It was the first day of fall... where the autumn season started.

I was walking inside the library in the pure science area. I saw her with somebody... her eyes were glittering looking at the blonde boy. I was stunned at their portrait... then they kissed gently... I was looking at them blankly... 

This wasn't in my plan... 

This was suppose not to happen...

I felt my heart broke that day... until now I'm still breaking...

How am I suppose to stop this?

Now that I missed my very last chance to confess to her... all of my unwanted feelings... has now came back to me...

My never ending breaking heart... 

Now that I kissed her... she hates me now. I'm very sure of it... 

I just have to kill... kill these feelings that I have... 

I will end all of this until the day I confess to her... until the day she will reject me... I'm sure about this now... to confess in the last day of autumn...

Where the maple leaves will fall miraculously...

Until my love will fall...

My confession last cultural festival failed because I just couldn't find her... maybe she was with her boyfriend... thinking about it something stabbed in my heart that made me gripped my wrist. Why am I suffering like this?

How the hell did I even fell in love with her?

Ah... yes I remember...

It was also today...

The last day of fall... where winter is landing...

The day I vowed to myself...

To protect her...

But I failed...

It was all my fault...

That's why she was like that...

Unable to speak to men...

Not because she was really shy...

But because she was traumatized...

Traumatized because of my foolishness...

I didn't noticed but I was already crying sitting on a bench... how the hell... I wiped my tears with my hands and stared at the sky...

"I'm so sorry, Miku... why didn't I thought about you? I was so selfish..."

Selfish to make you only look at me.... 

I couldn't even make you smile even once...

I was afraid and null...

I was a coward...

*FLASHBACK*

"Miku!" I tried to held her hand but she slapped me...

"I hate you, Luki... I HATE YOU!" Miku cried and ran away....

It was all my fault...

I was so selfish and arrogant...

Maple Colors

In the side of the library there was this mysterious maple tree that has a colorful sunset. Autumn is falling. Sometimes in life you just have to let go of the things you need in life that you truly treasure. But not all, you need to be wise to be happy.

-LK

page 15-Maple Colors

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