My Not So Perfect School Life

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Okay, I know what you're thinking, I'm probably one of the most really popular girls in school and is always sassy towards other people in school and always get what I desire and have them two companions who follow me everywhere I go. Well... You're wrong. I mean, I'm 'popular' but I'm actually a really nice person once you get to know me, even though my stuck up friends pick on all the quiet people in class, I'm the kind of person to apologize for their actions and try to make things better. But guess what, things never get better, in fact, they always get worse.  People look at me as 'mean' when really, I'm the complete opposite.

You're probably wondering why I don't tell my friends about themselves and that they shouldn't continue to do what they're doing because that's what any nice person would do, right? It's actually really complicated for me to do anything to be honest, or should I say 'tbh'. I wish I could say something, but my anxiety follows me everywhere, I have less freedom than a person in prison for their whole life, believe it or not...

Do you ever just feel like your friends secretly hate you? I kinda do. They're nice to me, but from what I've seen they probably say horrible stuff behind my back to others. I just wish I had friends who liked me for who I was, friends who I could express myself too without them being such judgmental cows, but I guess I'll never have friends like that because everyone thinks I'm a bitch. But I won't give up.


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