Seen But Not Heard

Ch.4 This is.... I have no idea

   As the week went by, Lord Fuzzy Bunny as I like to call him, spent 15 hours a day with me going over battle tactics, weaponry, and unarmed combat. It was boring, boring ,boring, and oh yeah in case I didn't say it....boring. When I say combat, I mean power point presentations. Everything done this past week was by power point, death by blinking power point.

"Lord Fuzzy Bunny, what's on the agenda for today?"

"Call me Lord Fuzzy Bunny again and I'll whip you until you pass out! I dare you!"

"Lord, oh Lord of the Fuzzy Bunnies! I kneel in your splendor!" Then I ran like a loon to my room. Alas, the Bunny caught me and dragged me to the torture chamber in his basement.

"I warned you. Now strip or be stripped!"

"Nah, I'm good. I really, really, like my clothes on. And whipping sounds painful!" Sigh, the ijit ripped my clothes off and had me hanging from my hands by chains. I really should stop pissing him off!

"Count the strokes or I start over! For your insolence, you shall have 50 licks from a silver whip. Now count!"

   After 100 licks of his whip, I was finally unchained and left lying in my blood on my bloody back on a very very dirty floor. The ijit really got me good. Truth be told, the lines on my back don't hurt and I never scar from the abuse. Times like this makes me wish I DID die somewhere out there instead of getting "saved" by Lord Fuzzy Bunny. I must be one sick kitten to stay with this guy but he feeds Tuby and Tuby loves to get fed.

   Several hour later, I'm still laying in my clotted blood wondering about life, why I have no inner wolf, why Tuby growls when he's hunger, and of course why I'm wondering about all of this. Sure enough, Tuby rumbles and I get up with a sick sucking noise as my body separates from the blood gluing me to the floor. Hmmm.... Yup, that tasted good! Who'd have thought I could taste so good? I should ask the Bunny Lord if he wants a taste next time he decides to make me bleed all over the place cuz his ego got hurt by a 4 foot 1 inch wolfless shewolf. Does that even make sense? Darn, if I don't make sense to me, how do others see me?

I went to my room in deep thought and paid no attention to the stares the people in the halls were giving me. As with the other pack, I made no effort to learn the names of anyone or have anything to do with them. It was just me and Fuzzy. A long bath later, I found myself clean and fresh. Oh yeah baby, fresh like a spring shower in early May, yeah right, more like, fresh like a just douched pink taco.

   I went to the nook in the foyer and ate a power bar while reading a rather naughty vampire slayer novel. Chicks with guns killing everyone and having multiple boy toys really gets my goat err wolf, wait no wolf...bleh darn you, err me. As I caught scent of the Bunny, I ran up to him.

"Can I ask you something besides my question about asking you something?"

"Sure ask away, I don't promise an answer though. You've been bratty and showing a penchant for pissing me off."

"Alrighty then. Well, I know I'm a wolf, but I don't sense my inner wolf. I thought all wolf shifters had one. Why don't I?"

"Come here." He placed a hand on my head and a hand over my heart. Being the perv that he is, he squeezed my boob before closing his eyes and proceeded to do whatever he was going to do.

"Ahh. Everything is clear now. Don't worry about anything, I'll answer this question some time in the far future. And yes you silly girl, I can read your mind and know you still call me those stupid names. Since beating you won't break you, I'll let you call me those names. But only when we are in my mansion and no outsiders are within earshot. Deal?"

"Deal! Although you are seriously a huge buttbutt for not answering my question. I'm going looney not knowing anything about my inner wolf and my thoughts are really weird."

"I know child, listening to your thoughts gives ME a headache too. You are seriously bent girl, but that is your charm. Also, I would simply love to taste you!" The ijit dragged a claw down my arm and licked up the blood running to the surface.

"Yum Yum!" The ijit rubbed his belly as he said that.

"Ijit! Ask first at least and stay the heck out of my head!" I went to my room realizing we did nothing today and he never did tell me what was on the agenda. I guess getting flayed alive was more than enough for a daily lesson. Darn it I shouldn't have watched 300, now I want to go and 300 kick the Bunny down his rabbit hole. Muwahaha! This is Sparta!

   I woke up to see the pervy Bunny staring at my boob. I am a mover as I sleep. My tank top shifted and my left boob decided it wanted freedom. I covered myself up and went to my ensuite to do my morning ritual. The perv was still there where I left him, this time with a smirk on his stupid pervy face. "What you smirking at you perv?"

"Nothing child. I'm just amazed you never freak out like an ordinary girl would at what I do to you. Now that you have learned the principles of thought on what you will be trained, it's now time to put it all to practice. The beatings, the sexual harassment and near sexual assaults you have experienced at my hands were done to numb you against the emotional and physical pain you will get while training as well as when you go out into the world.