Seen But Not Heard

Ch.3 What am I doing?

What am I doing to myself? I left the comforts of a pack house and I guess a dinner cooked for me. I didn't even give that Alpha the courtesy of getting to know his pack let alone his ranked wolves. This rejection and lack of inner wolf is really getting to me. I don't deserve to live I just want to sleep and never wake up.

After waking up in yet another lean-to I had to make thanks to that stupid Alpha, I decided to go back to sleep and just lay here til I die.

   After a week of no water and food, I feel like my time has come to leave this wretched world. I yearn for the peace of death and mentally flip the bird to my old pack and their stupid Goddess. Just as I was falling into a deep sleep, I heard a deep thudding noise from a distance coming my way. My last thoughts were good, I hope it eats me.

"Wake up little one! Your rumbling stomach won't shut up and is complaining rather rudely that it wants food."

"Huh? What? Let me sleep forever! I don't wanna eat, I just want to sleep forev..." Before I could fall back asleep, I felt my arm and leg get pulled and fell out of the soft comfy bed onto the cold, hard floor.

"Now that I have your undivided attention, get up and follow me!" The man snarled. He snarled at me!

   Being the boss woman I am, I follow after not caring that I'm unwashed, hair all messy and most importantly dressed in nothing more than a night gown, wait, how the heck did I get into a nightgown?!?

"Did you freaking change me you pervy punk?"

"Yes, yes I did. And I made sure to look at every inch of your skinny body and may have touched "certain" parts that probably never got touched by a man before" he said as he kept on walking.

I ran up to him and punched him in the back. I then angrily punched him in the gut when he turned to face me. When I finally looked him in the eye, my jaw dropped and my mind went to mush!

"Oh my god! You're  gorgeous! Err I mean delicious! Dear Heaven above, I mean you're handsome" I rambled.
The ijit just looked at me then continued walking and chuckling leaving me standing there flabbergasted at everything I said and just did.

"Hurry and follow or I shall leave you behind to get lost, this mansion is quite large."

"Ok, ok! I coming. Sheesh."

"Well Tubby, it looks like you're gonna get fed my friend!"

   Meandering down a few hallways, we finally reached the dining room. It was honking huge!!! I mean at least 100 people could fit in it! It more resembled a cafeteria than a dining room. The delicious treat, I mean ijit, just laughed as I gawked in awe.

"My staff will bring breakfast to us, please have a seat and prepare to fill that rumbling gut of yours."

"Hey! No making fun of Tubby!! He likes food and hates people who deny him it!"

   After an hour of solid eating in silence, the question I dreaded was asked. I really really hate Murphy and Karma right now.

"So little one, why is it you felt you had to starve yourself to death?"

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Dear heart, I'm not here to judge, I'm here to find out whether or not I should eat you. So. Either tell me now or I eat you as I roast you alive over hot coals in my rather large kitchen, your choice."

I gulped at the thought of being eaten alive. I mean, who the fudge crackers does that??? "My name is Caitlin. Last month, my parents were murdered while I was at school. We had the funeral the same day, the day of the funeral was also when my mate, the Alpha of my old pack rejected me. My own brother, his best friend, rejected me as his sister too. The Alpha then banished me and told me that if I ever step onto pack grounds again, he and my brother will kill me"

I broke down into sloppy sobs. I'm pretty sure I was ugly as heck because I had snot running down my face as well as tears getting everything around me wet as they fell.

"You are one very ugly child when you cry. I suggest you never cry in public. But to get on track, don't you find it odd that your parents were murdered and you were banished on the same day? I wouldn't be surprised if nothing was done about the deaths or an inquiry made into the circumstances."

"You're right! I was so lost in sorrow that I never thought about it. I mean I lost my parents, my mate, my family and my pack and no one said anything or tried to comfort me. I thought the silence my pack gave me was out of respect. What does it all mean? Why? Why?"

"For now let's not worry about your sorrow filled past. Let's get you back into condition and trained up. Once I feel you can make it out on your own, then, and only then will we look into the mystery of it all. For now, I want you to eat, sleep and get better physically before we get down and dirty with your future."

"Ok, just don't eat me and ummm, can I know your name? You know more about me than I about you."

"Nope, you get no information about me until I feel you are ready and worthy of it. Call me Lord or Master from here on out until I say otherwise. Follow me to your room and get rest. I feel your gonna have a hard week ahead of you."