Chapter 38

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Lilly's pov
I woke up not feeling good, why well I don't know. My head is hurting like hell. My legs hurt,

Even my heart, yea I know why. Well I'm getting hate. And a lot of hate I'm on tmz and fans fucking hate me. They wanna kill me and they say to go die, well maybe I do wanna die I'm I'm trying to be strong

Strong for calum.

I went to the very small bathroom. And washed my teeth and put some red skinny jeans with a black top. I seen a blade it looked so good to try

'Just do it' the voice said.

No stop, I waked out of the bathroom going next to Diana. "Hey are you ok"she ask. No I'm hurt, ugly fat, hated, "yeah I'm great"I fake smiled at her she smiled as I sat down.

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We just got a room for 4 days. Yea in New York it was beautiful here the room was so nice it had a great view

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Ally's pov
I wanted calum but I knew I was never gonna get him. Jerry left I think I need to grow up
As much as I hate to say this but I'm gonna leave calum alone,

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