Chapter 40

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lillys pov
its bin one day without eating and i was never getting skinny "hey you want some"Ashton ask me showing the chips to me

"uh no im not hungry but thanks",i said as he nodded "lilly are you ok"Ashton ask me i nodded and went on my phone and texted niall. but he couldn't he was eating WHY IS EVERYBODY EATING

man i wish i can eat. but ill get fat i wanna be like girls that are very fucking skinny. I don't wanna be fat and ugly. Oh well I'm fat and ugly and its never gonna go away. "Your not ok, Lilly I can see somethings up"Ashton said

"I'm fine"I said rolling my eyes. "No your not. Lilly are you cutting"he ask me. "No"I said flatly

"Then why can't you eat huh?"

"I do eat

"No you don't"

"Yeah I do I'm fine"

"Bloody hell Lilly's your not eating. You need to eat or your gonna die"Ashton yelled at me. I started to cry "I-I'm sorry"Ashton said hugging me. "Give me water"I said. "No soda is fine"he said give me some dr.pepper.

"Fine I'll eat"I said, "are the fans telling you not to eat"he ask I nodded looking at my feet. "You can't do that, w-we all love you Lilly. Calum and Luke loves you. Luke loves you so much like a sister. And calum doesn't stop talking about you. Kim and mike love you. I love you and Diana as well. Don't ever think we don't love you"Ashton said kissing my head.

"Your just like my little sister"Ashton said making me smile. "Ok now eat and sleep we have a big day tomorrow"he said.

I nodded and ate some chips with a sandwich.

Then when I was done I went to sleep with calum. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and fell asleep

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Calums pov
I love her so much. And I'm gonna marry her. Yes I have the ring and all the guys know. We lied her saying we are gonna have a big show. And we are but I'm gonna marry her on stage

I got ready and put the ring in my pocket "guys we leave in 2 minutes"I yelled "aye yo give me them they cost 200 dollars"I said trying to get my sun glasses back from Luke.

"K we are ready"Lilly's said as I smiled at her.

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"Have a nice show guys"Lilly said as I gave her a kiss. "Thanks babe"I said she blush, "uh lovers we have a show"mike yelled I laughed and followed the boys. We all ran on stage

"Hello New York"we all yelled. We started with jet black heart and all the girls in the crowd went crazy

Then we did don't stop and yea

It was the last of the show. And this was it i was gonna ask her to marry me. And I was very nervous what if she said no or ran off stage. "Lilly my beautiful girlfriend please come her"I said

She gave me a look but came on stage. I smiled at her "Lilly you are the best thing that ever happened to my life. You are my life you are everything to me and you make me very happy. You make me smile, you make me laugh. And I love you so much. Lilly w-will you be my wife and stay with me forever"I said getting the ring out.

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Lilly's pov
Wait no this can't be happening "oh my god yes calum I love you"I said as tears starting to come out calum wipeing the tears as fans was going 'awwww'.

Calum put the ring on me. As he smiled

I love him and I knew I would always love him.

"I love you

,"I love you too"

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