Promises
mean
everything,
but
after
they
are
broken,
sorry means nothing
It took me months to realize that people that love you and care for you especially while in a relationship don't do things to betray you.
Lurking through his page.. "My he's grown..." Of course he did. It's been years since I seen him.
*Ding*
Yet.. another distraction to keep me from facing my deepest fear.
"Hey" reads a text message from Carmen as if I didn't just see what was posted upon her facebook.
What I don't understand is how people can be so full of shit but you still just want whats best for them. That Valentine's day.. The very first Valentine's day I was actually in a relationship but it was not all it was cracked up to be.
Disappointment..
Disappointment is the reaction of having your hopes so high then when they fall so hard into the ground you feel like you've been duked, joked, punched.
I throw my phone down as I continue to admire through his photos. Laughing at the sight of his silly face. Reminiscing on the days when there were no worries, no struggles, no disappointment.
The troubles that Carmen had didn't quite bother me as much as you would think. The catching strong feelings right away thing was only something you've seen in a movie.
Love
That four letter word is often used as a place holder for more hurtful things.. What makes Love and Hate so damn different? The fake meaning people seem to put behind Love resembles Hate in many ways. People say "I Love You" out of habit and not meaning. Be careful not to become that half of redundant humans with that habit with out actually meaning it.. Someone could get seriously hurt..
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Malignity
Roman d'amourLost in her ways of loving other people, Tehlia realizes that broken love is the most dangerous love. It will slice you open with every touch. Swimming in a deep sea, drowning in her own thoughts, she comes across the feeling of complete and total e...
