Chapter 19

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Those last words from the lady's mouth were play backing.

I closed the TV. "So Monkey I'm leaving" I kissed her left her food and took my purse and jacket and headed to the door.

Text: mommy cat

Hun ill be very late take care and stay safe I love you.

I smiled at my self. I walked in to a small shop. Can I have a packet of cigarette and Stella beer please. "Her you are madam that's ten quid". I gave him the money and walked out.

I opened the lighter and clicked the button the orange and red flames made tears well up. I lit the cigarette and started inhaling. I walked into the posh part of town which i did not realise when people started staring at me like what the fuck.

I walked into a very small cafe and walked into the bathroom i looked at my self my black mascara running down my check because of my tears. my hair is strait but other than that I'm fine.

I walked out and opened my beer bottle. I en-ed up walking past Harry's house. I sat on the bench drinking my beer and crying and thinking.

flash back

"come on Niall catch me" i said. "I'm tired princess" he said out of breath. "Aw is my prince tired" i said joking we was playing it. Then suddenly he pushed me on the floor on the grass and we both started to giggle. I looked into his deep blue eyes. He is my prince.

BACK TO REALITY......

one single tear droplet fell from my pale face. I heard a voice. "Jessica what are you doing out here"Harry said. I wiped my teardrop. "Am just out here" i said playing with my black hair it is just like Katy's hair.

Next to him was Niall he was as bad as me. No joy on his face the sweet boys colour had drowned all because of Jessica Elizabeth Hudson...

I lit another cigarette. I let this tear fall from my face. You see I don't cry easily unless I make people I love suffer.

As quick as a flash some one kissed me and it was amazing. I know who it is it is Niall's. It felt like our first kiss when we was at home in bed together watching the sunset from the window.

when we fell apart he looked at me. He reemerged through my bag took my cigarette pack and my lighter and through it in the bin. I did not care about them I cared about the boy in front of me that I am losing at the moment.

He is looking through me those piercing blue eyes looking into my dull colourless brown eyes. I look down I'm ashamed of my self. I feel small.

He pulled my chin up. " Jessica I love you I am very sorry I was a did" I stopped him there.

"Nialll James Horan I was a slut to leave you i love you I let go to the most important thing in my life" with that our lips crashed once again.

And the rest of the gang are looking at us smiling.

HEY

so whats up guys how are you guys doing? i hope you like this part i loved it! i did cry writing this it was so real then back to reality bye P.S VOTE <3 MEANS A LOT

Fin xo

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