Infinity The dark side - Katy Perry Fan Fiction

Chapter 33 -Family and devistation

*PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE YOU START THE STORY THANKS*

Okay I edited the last chapter:) Now Jess is at her dorm and not at Niall's house.

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I'm studying Law at Oxford and I have a room mate which turned out to be my best friend Anastasia.

"Anastasia please can I borrow your ripped leggings" I begged we were going to a party it's Friday right so why need to not party I passed my law exam well the mock.

She smiled and passed them to me.

I wore high waist shorts with them then I wore a crop top that wrote RAD on it.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door Anne opened it I was at the bathroom applying my lipgloss.

Then I heard Alice's voice.

My jaw dropped.

" Jess there is a girl at the door for you".

I walked to the living room.

There was Ali mascara everywhere her blue eyes gleaming with sadness.Her Hollister shirt ripped and airforces covered in mud.

I just ran and hugged her.

"Baby what happened are you okay" I put my both hands on her cheeks.

"JATY happened" she balled her heart out.

I told Jenna to run a warm bath with lavender essence.

So she did.

My baby looked petrified.

She had her suitcase and her rucksack.

"Baby tell me what happened" I whispered.

"Katy went really angry after you went" hiccuping in every word she said.

"Shhhh baby calm down" I cooed her.

John beat her up with a belt an Katy just sat there drinking wine and swearing. And she smashed all the frames as well ( just my pictures).

Monday.

I made coffee and toast for Alice and me and Anastasia.

It was 6:40 which meant that Alice had to wake up.

After telling Jenna what happened we planned to keep Alice until we can get a place for her to stay with us.

"Ali baby wake up" I said softly.

Because she is in such a state normally I would bounce on her bed telling her to wake up.

"Mm I'm waking up" she woke up and headed to the bathroom. Alice did not really like her body image.

*Triggering*

To all self harmers out there like me this is extremely triggering. I could not drop the raiser for 10 minuets please skip if you cut.

Alice's POV

I walked in to the bath room sorting out the temp of the shower and stripping.

Sometimes I would get these flashbacks of when I would come home Katy drunk.

Shannon was now cleaning the house taking Katy to the studio to write songs.

John was probably still at bed.

Katy would not let go of him.

Even seeing him beat me.

Jess was the best thing that happened to me.

I walked into the shower. Smiling at my self because I know lavender was Jess's scent she loved it.

Remembering making her a pillow that had lavender init and she loved it.

I would some times cry on that pillow when I wanted Jess.

Then there were the hate.

Katy perry was on the front pages of magazines going to clubs regularly with John and never coming out.

So people at school took advantage of this.

It lead to cutting. I first leaned it from Alexandra my best friend.When I saw her doing it I was angry and sad.

Crying about my past and future.

I hope Katy gets better.

Britney's voice chiming in my head "cut you ugly fat shit" ' did you not know it relieves pain well butch it does". I was crying before I knew it.

I took the triple gilet fusion blade that I bought before I came from Walmart.

The cold raiser against my wrist felt amazing and cool I felt alive.

I forced it down on my skin feeling alive again like someone woke me up from an bad dream.

The crimson red blood trickled down from my arm leaving me for wanting more.

It was a pleasure now something I'm craving for.

The warm felling of my heart bouncing in excitement.

I kissed the blade and put it back washed my body for the last time and wrapped a towel around my fine body.

Authors note:

I'm bouncing on my unicorn :D

You are amazing if you feel like shearing any information with me about how you feel I'm here honey!

Boy girl homo or straight I love you for who you are. I relapsed yesterday ;( but yeh I really don't have anyone to speak about it so no one listens...

I love you kittens aspecialy you reading this !

Finity xoxoxox