Im not good for you

I'm not okay prt 2

Jesson P.O.V
"What you mean buddies Mr.Q". I don't know what the hell got into him,but her and I ain't that fond of eachother. "You two will be buddies,which is being together and learning about eachothers lives".He is doing the absolute most right now.We gotta spend 2 hours out of five days together and 4 on weekends! We not even in school on those days bruh. So after we left out the office we faced eachother and i said "We gonna meet after school at your house,I'll drive us there...are we clear..yes,good" and i walk off. I ain't want ha at my house cause we ain't fucking or nothing so💁🏽.

In 7th period, cameron was like " I can't wait for jason surprise strip club party". Jason is the youngest of our group 5k. It's his birthday tonight,so we gon suprise him with bottles and bitches😈. "Yeah man,my nigga gon be so surprised,and Antoine booked the best stripper for only us". I can't wait to get wasted and be somebody else.

It was 5 minutes before the bell rung,and i was waiting at my car early,so sterling won't complain.She has a pretty name,not ghetto or anything like some these chicks at this school. Just in time when the bell rung,laci comes up to me and starts to ask can she give me sexual favors.I can try her out i guess so i gave her my number and told her to call me later. That's when she tried to say seductively "okay,i'll call you later". I said okay not really in a caring tone and turn around to see sterling. "You ready?" "Wtf it look like?" I thought it was hilarious how she tried to catch a attitude,but i had to stop it right there. "Hollll up,drop the attitude baby because i ain't do nothing to you". I got in the car and she followed after in the passenger side.We buckled up,i started the car and we were off.

During the ride to her house,it was pindrop silent.It was kind of weird because of the tension as well. She was giving me directions to her house.The directions seem familiar til I remember,i sold to someone in this neighborhood.We pulled up to her house and it was really really nice.It was a two story house with a nice yard. Her parents must be rich. When we got to the door,she unlocked it and we walked in.

When we walked in,i seen a older version of sterling, but she had alot of bags around her eyes.She had ladies around her age,sitting around drinking heavy ass alcohol.

"Where tf you been" she said. "School,where else!?"Sterling said. Then her mom said " That's the bitch that got my man locked up". Why the hell would she call her a bitch? And why is sterling the reason her "man" got arrested. Then sterling told me to come up stairs with her.So i followed her upstairs.
When we made it up stairs,she opened a door which lead to her room.It was big and had a home type feeling. " you can sit on the beanbag if you want". I sat and sighed.She mimicked my same action. We sat silent for a lil minute. Then i had to get this ball rolling."let's get to know eachother now" i said dragging it out.She laughed alil.Her laugh was cute.Then i started asking the basic questions and I found out we have the same favorite color.She seem excited to know that.It was so funny,her reaction to things are too adorable. Then i can tell she got bored with the just asking simple questions. So she said out the blu " lets play the 10 finger game".Me being me,i had to ask her what it was.

She explained the game and it sounded interesting.I might can get some insight on her.So i asked the first question "Have you ever drank?" She put her finger down.Say she a bad girl.I thought she was a good girl,but looks are deceiving.Then she asked " Have you ever smoked?" I admit i do it occasionally.We kept going getting surprised looks and teases from eachother. But i had to ask this last question "Have you ever had sex?" It seem like in her point of view,the world just stop.She was frooze for a couple of minutes.

Then she said "Well......i'm not a virgin......but it wasn't my choice not to be one". She said in the lowest whisper possible.Then one slow salty tear slid down her choclate face. "Sterling,are you okay?" I asked.She shook her head yes and she was going to let her body hit her carpet floor.Before she made contact with the carpet,i caught her.She just cried a painful cry in my arms.I felt her pain through her cry.Whatever she's trying to keep bundle up inside,is destroying her.I would know the feeling.

"Do you wanna talk about it". I asked."Not right now,maybe another time". I told her i would be here when she wanted to talk,if she wanted to talk to me. It was very bizarre of me to say that because i rarely care about anyone besides my family and really closed friends.Looking at her,something is hitting my interest about her and i wanna know what it is.By this time,i had to go and get ready for jason's surprise party.

So she walks me downstairs,i lowkey didn't wanna leave,but i had to be there for my nigga party.As i make it to the door her mom says "was she a good fuck,she's use to opening her legs,so don't think your the first one". I never wanted to slap somebody do bad in my life but she is disfunctional." Stfu,we didnt do anything". I don't see how she deals with this. "Okay Sterling,i'll see you tomorrow" i said.I gave her a tight hug and i walked out the door. I make it to my car and drop inside the driver seat.I sit there thinking "mann,she's cool but broken". I wanna be her friend And help her because i've been there.....still kinda there.

That's when i pulled out her driveway and left.

Right now,my squad plus some of our associates are turning up right now. We got jason blindfolded in this party bus.He knows were on the bus but he doesn't know where were going.To keep him occupied,we start giving him shots to get chug back.The song that is currently play is Diddy ft pharell-finna get loose.I hope we all do what the song says tonight.

After that long ride to the club,we help jason out and in to the club. All we see is fine ass strippers dancing  and bartending the club. It had me hard asf. When we made it to our designated room,we sat Jason  in this king chair we order to be put in the room. " C'mom guys,where are we?" Jason  is so eager,he doesn't even know  what's finna happen. Thats when the club owner padro,comes in and warn us that the strippers are coming. It's showtime j!

As soon as the strippers come in,we unblindfold jason and say " surprise". That's when this one stripper,with cherry like hair sits on him and says" happy bday daddy" you can tell jason like that.All through the room were bottles,strippers,sparklers,hookah machines,imported cigars and the room was dim with dark colors.

We had really showed out for jasons surprise. Exspecially with the strippers.They all had on masquerade mask and i thought it was sexy asf 😩. So I decided to enjoy myself also.I seen this choclate stripper on the pole doing  tricks,so when she got done with  her trick i told her " come here baby ". I had a lit cigar in my hand,looking like a young idris elba,you couldn't tell me nothing. She came to me in her 6 inch heels,with her body looking like a new benz. " yes" she said sobsweetly. I sat back on a chair and said " come give daddy a dance". She obeyed and i watch her body dance like magic. I've never been so attracted to someone with out see their face or knowing their personality before.

" yeah baby,just like that". My hands were all on her body snd she seem to tense up, so i stop feelin on her too much.While she was dancing,i look up to see my boys having ths time of their life. Tonight was everything. I took a whiff of my cigar and continued to watch this goddess dance.

After the party,we took the party bus back home and daniel said " we gotta come back to the club". "Sure do, and we need to see the same strippers" said Elaysia. " true asf" said Kendrick. When we made it back to the parking lot where we meet the bus at. We said our goodbyes and left.When i made it home, laci was blowing up my phone. So I texted her to come over.

She came in with in 30 mins.There wasn't no discussion, just her sucking.She was aight or whatever but she talk like it's fye. I payed her $20 dollars and pushed her out the front door. From her face expression,she thought she was gon get dicked down😂.Nah baby, never that. After taking a nice long shower, my head hit the bed and i was out.