Im not good for you

Fuck shit

For the past few days,i've been with jesson.He won't let me go home after the event that occurred with my father,he said he doesn't want me to get hurt anymore .He's been a g-o-od friend.It's hard to say that because i didnt imagine us becoming friends. Jesson went to go buy groceries and im in his living room watching empire

"Get my son back luscious!" "I'm trying my best cookie!" As im watching tv his home boys run in and look at me lustfully.I forgot,jesson put me in a tshirt. "H-e-eey" they said.For some reason,i was shy so i just waved and turnt away. "Do you know when jesson comes back" " No,we showed up unannounced"
I nodded okay and i got up and went upstairs.

10 minutes after waiting  in his room,i went and took a shower.I was debating on leaving  without telling him. When i got out,i heard jessons room door open,before i could run to the bathroom,he saw me.I was completely naked and water was dripping from my body. We were both to in shock to say anything  .So i ran to the door and slammed it closed. I hope i can face him after this,I'm so embarrassed.

                 Jesson p.o.v
Pissed wasn't even the word i was right now. How could out of all people,her.....father do this.He was to love and protect her,not her,be scared and need protection from him.I haven't known Sterling for that long, but i know she needs somebody like me to be by her side.

During the night,im up talking to the boys about some moves we making over seas "yeah,this nigga name pier,whats to do business with us from france" " yeah he wants some coke,molly and our secret made product" " our product isnt up for sale,soooo"
"Jesson......" I turnt around to see sterling sitting up on my bed looking around. "Look,i'll call y'all back,ight" "ight" the phone called ended. I made my way to the bed,to see the face of a sleepy looking sterling with her hair everywhere.She was soo adorable cause she looked like a kitten i swear. " go back to sleep,its okay" " I can't now" she said child like. "Come lay down with me "she said sweetly.The thought of me laying with her was nerve wrecking because I didn't want her to wake up the next morning confused or upset about me laying with her. "You sure?" I asked questionable. " yes,i wanna be really warm" she said softly. So i took of my shirt and       
Pulled off my joggers and laid next to her. " come closer" she pulled me to where her back and my chest were connected.Then she put my arm around her waist. I laid like that for about 10 minutes,til i heard her unsteady breathing to indicate shes asleep. I looked at her face and she was so beautiful,i kissed the top of head and sleep took over me.

The next morning,i got up and went to go check on my mom,she was still sleep.It was 8:00 am on a saturday morning and i was filling energized.I know the both of them were going to be hungry,so i decided to go to the store so i can cook.I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my hygiene thing.After i was done,i dressed in some addia sweats and a plain shirt with a chain.I went down stairs with my wallet and my keys.i slipped on my slides and i was out my front door.

On my way to the store,i was memorizing everything  we need to have in the  house.Parking in the walmart parking lot,i got out heading in.When i was getting everything i needed,i notice that a man,around my height but buff kept popping up every i went in the store. I didn't think nothing of it,maybe i was tweaking or something. So when i got to the checkout line,it was this cute darkinskinned girl there,she was really flirtatious with me but I wasn't with it. "That"ll be $105.67" she said.I handed her her the money and she bagged my stuff. After ,she gave me my receipt....and her number. I just laughed and walked out the store.

On my way home,i was sitting in silence,going over how im going to tell my mom about sterling.So i stopped at a red light and a white car pulled up next to me.the person wind down his window,so i did the same. "Ay,I ain't trying to scare you or anything but,there's  this truck thats been on yo tale for the last ten minutes ".I turn around and see a bug black exsclade behind me. "Ight thanks" I was thinking it was someone from that brandon kid trap.So I decided to lose em.Whenn the light turnt green, i pressed my foot on the gas and it was over,when i say me and whoever caused 5 accidents from this chase I cause,it was horrendous.After awhile i lost the truck.

When i made it home, i got out my car and locked the doors and came to my front door.I opened it to see all my friends in my living,in my kitchen and it was a mess. "What the hell!" "Oh hey j.walk,we just wanted to come visit you homie" Antoine said. I was wondering where sterling was and i got nervous alil "y'all could of called before y'all came". I sat the bags on the counter and started my way up the stairs "we seen that lil choclate baby you got upstairs,she was in that tshirt and bruhhhhh"antonio said.I got mad alil,they shouldn't be looking at her like that.When i enter my room my mouth dropped open.
Sterling was standing in the middle of my room naked...to say she looked good was a understatement.Before i could snap back to my senses,she slammed MY door in my face. I decided not to get mad cause i coulda knocked.
Wait...what? Being friends with sterling is ...changing my manners.

After she was dressed,she came downstairs and she sat down.Just after my mom came down,i was make some breakfast,just alil sum sum for my mom and sterling....and these fools.We were all in a conversation about my cooking skills,Ryan looked out the window and he knocked on the wall two times as a signal that we got company.i stopped what i was doing and said "booyyy you better not be playing with me. My boys looked confused.Before i could explain.........BLAKK....BLAKK....BLAKK,gunshots were being fires through my house .......where my mama lay her head? Fuck no! I went under the counter and got my gun and started shooting.Ryan and kendrick got the guns from under the table and started firing shots. Sterling and my mom were on the ground scared and thats when i was gutting for blood.By that time,all of my friends,found the rest of my guns and started firing.When the firing from the other side stopped,i came outside to see the truck that was chasing me earlier.

Then i seen 6 men come from around the truck,with there guns up.The buff man who was in the store with me,looked at me and said " you got something of mine....and i wanted it back!" Thats when sterling came outside and said "dad...."with a drained face.
"So you the fuck nigga that did that to her". I was beyond at my limit of pissed.I was ready to fuck this nigga up. But before i could run toward him,the police came 7 deep.
Then they said"Put your hands up!" We all put our hands up. The 6men and I were getting arrested. Sterling ran towards me " what is going on"she was crying and historical.My mom had a worried face. I told sterling "look,ryan and kendrick are gonna take you and my mom to a place,when you get there,the guys will let you in,go to the elevator and go the main office on the 5th floor,there's  a safe..."by then the cops threw me in the car and i said loudly " the combinations is the day we became friends,they know the rest of what to do. "Okay" she said.

I looked out the back of the car as i drove away,i was going to jail.......for the second time.😩