Facing the sick truth (3DG/MDD) *On Hold*

Chapter seven

I couldn't believe it! I had completely forgotten about the main love of my life! The one I saved from committing suicside! He said he had become so obsessed with depression and anger and he LOVED cutting! I guess it takes the pain out of the inside.

I was cut out of my thoughts by matts shaking my shoulders. I guess he was wondering why I had pulled away from him.

"What? I asked, wondering what he asked me.

"Who texted you?!" He kind

Of demanded.

"Oh, just hope" I lied

"Everything alright?" He asked

I nodded and lay down on his chest.

Before I knew it, sleep had overcome me.

~MATT POV~

Ally fell asleep on my chest, leaving me worried. I grabbed her phone and unlocked it. I really had to find out what was bothering her. I went into her inbox and went into the latest text from her ex boyfriend Jason. It read:

Hey babe how's Canada?! Tell me all about it! Missing you heaps and wishing you were here, love u ;D :(

What the hell is going on! I thought to myself. I loved ally so much and as far as I knew loves me too. God I was SO angry!!! Words cannot explain! Why didn't she just tell me they were still together?!?!??!

I gently pushed ally off my chest and went and crashed I'm Reids room. I just couldn't bare to be To be in there with ally, knowing that she is holding a massive secret from me.

I woke up just before dawn and I was fuming with anger! I had just Woken up from my dream that was about ally secretly sneaking off with Jason and doing things. I pulled out Reids knife that he kept for cutting himself when he was mad.

I Walked into our room and found ally fast asleep on the the bed. I walked over to her and sat down by her right arm. I lifted it up and looked for the main vein. I raised the knife to her arm. The blade slit through her skin, making blood pour out everywhere. I couldn't believe i was doing this to the person I loved the most, but as I said before, I have never known How to express my love or anger and I was just SOOO angry! Meanwhile, ally started stirring, then she started screaming. She looked at me with an unexplainable amount of pain in her eyes. I cut one more long, bloody line in her arm, then pulled the knife away and stared into her pain-filled eyes.

"W-why?" She whispered "why me!"

"You lied to me!" I Said harshly

"About what?!" She said, tears streaming down her face.

"Jason!" I said plainly

Her face suddenly turned pale.

"Matt I'm sorry! We can still be together, well, have a thing, we don't have to tell him"

"It's not that ally! It's the fact that you kept such a big secret from me!"

"Matt I'm sorry! I really am, please don't hurt me" she cried

I froze. What have I done! I screamed in my head.

"I won't!" I whispered and pulled her into a hug "I am so sorry" I said, starting to cry.

~ALLY POV~

I couldn't believe that matt was so angry that he cut me! But I understood how he felt and he was so guilty that he was crying on my shoulder.

"I forgive you" I said softly

"You do?!?!" He practically screamed

"In guess so. I mean I know how it feels to just get so angry with someone, you know?"

"Oh god ally!!! Thank you so much! I promise I will never do it again"

"Don't promise me that matt"

""But all-"

"Matt! Just stop! You have no idea how hard it is to stop hurting someone when you are so used to it, if you know what I mean"

He looked so shocked. I just sighed heavily and went to clean up my cuts.

Matt just sat on the bed with his head

In his hands,thinking about what he had just done to me.

Cleaning my cuts hurt like fucking HELL. I just couldn't believe that matt would do such a horrible thing to me AND use Reids knife that he uses to cut HIM when he's mad! This is all just a fucked up situation!

~~~

All the guys finally came home at about 12 in the afternoon and everyone except Adam was DRUNK AS FUCK to say at the least. They could hardly even walk up the stairs. Brad was also all over me, it was kinda creepy.

"Hay, hay, hay, hay ally" he stuttered

"you wanna join me in bed tonight?" He said with a creepy wink. It made me shiver all over.

"No brad, I'm in a relationship" I said calmly

"Yeah, with me, dah!"

"No. With Jason"

"Oh c'mon ally I am SOOO horny!" He said in a stupid voice

"THAT IS IT!!! I AM SICK OF THIS! HOW COULD I EVEN THINK THAT LIVING HERE WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

I ran into Adams room (Sean as everyone els was drunk in their rooms!) and flopped down on his bed, breathing in the sweet scent of his lynx.

Ten minutes later the door opened and adam walked in. He sat down beside me, pulled my into his arms and stroked my hair soothingly. It calmed me right down and now I was only crying.

"Things will get better soon ally, I promise you!"

"How do you know!? Everyone is just out get pissed and wanting to have sex with me adam!"

"I know, and I will try to stop the alcohol in the family!... Because I know what it is like to have drunk parents all the time"

"Yeah.. It just worries me when you guys drink because that's how my parents died"

"... I know. And I know that i will never be able to replace your parents, but if you let me, I can be your friend. I want to be able to help you and be there for you, but you need to tell me when things pop up, ally ... I want to be a proper uncle that you can tell anything"

"Yeah... I will.. When I'm ready"

"Cool"

Adam sat there, holding me in his arms and slowly rocking me back and fourth.

"I love you and I can't afford to lose you! You're too important to me" he whispered in my ear.

"There's something I haven't told you" I admitted

"... What's that?"

"Me and Jason are still together."

"Anything els?"

"Matt and sal said that they love me and they kiss me all the time and I really love them back but I'm with Jason and matt found out and got really angry and..."

"... Oh no! WHAT DID HE DO TO YOU?!?!" Adam Shouted

I pulled my sleeves up and showed him the fresh cuts matt have me.

Adam stared in shock, then ran out the door to punish matt I'm guessing. I ran out after him to see what he was going to do.

When I found them, I saw that adam was holding matt by the collar if his shirt and yelling at him through clenched teeth.

"If you EVER touch my niece again, I will fucking beat the SHIT out you, GOT

IT?!?!?!?!"

Matt nodded instantly and scurried away from Adam.

"Are you alright?" He asked walking towards me.

"Yeah, the cuts really sting though"

After Adam put a bandage over my cuts, I walked into mine, matt and sal's room, to find matt sitting on the bed. When I walked in, he turned around and gave me the most evil look ever. He walked up to me and held Reids knife up to the skin of my neck...