Facing the sick truth (3DG/MDD) *On Hold*

Chapter 15

Ally pov.

"I can't believe your back! I honestly thought you would just go out killing people and end up dead yourself!" Sal exclaimed.

Me, sal and Matt were just chilling in our room, talking about how we missed Matt and what we thought his future would've been if he didnt get help. Pretty cliché, right?

"Yep, me too. I'm so glad I went to rehab. It changed me into a great person and I feel great too! And all those people out there that are on drugs are so stupid! They have no idea wants coming for them" Matt explained.

"Wow, you even sound like a ether person!" I squealed.

"That sounds so hot coming form your mouth" he flirted, pressing his lips to mine for the third time tonight. I felt the usual fireworks go off inside me and give me butterflies.

I really do love this man!

"Bed time kiddies!" Brad said walking past our room.

"Okay!" We all replied in union.

I pulled off my shirt and put on a pair of Matt's boxes while he stated at me uncontrollably. I couldn't help but blush a

Little.

When we were ready, which contained a half naked sal in red silk boxers and a very sexy Matt also in red silk boxers.

I got under the covers and felt strong arms wrap around my waste. I turned my head and Can you guess who I saw? A clue? Sure. He is the most cunning, beautiful and sexiest man in all history that has ever been made. Sal coz costa? No! Mat freakin Walst!

I turned my body so it was facing his and pressing against his abbs.

"Have you been working out?"

"Sure have" he said before we all fell asleep.

When I woke up, Matt wasn't there. I pouted to myself and got up.

Mostly everyone was in the lounge, but they weren't watching their usual morning action movie like always. They were talking to matt. God I hated it things changed over this boy!

"Mornin' darlin'," brad said, getting up and hugging me.

"Meh" I replied weekly.

"We've, um, got something to tell you" sal said quietly

"Oh really? Tell me!"

"We're um, going on tour. My darkest days got bigger as people heard about Matt in rehab and we're gonna open for three days grace"

I just stood there as my heart sunk to Pitt of my stomach. I looked at Matt and saw that he had tears in his eyes. That made my heart sink even more.

"We're sorry ally" Adam said "you've got to stay here"

"For how long?"

"Six months" Matt said

I ran to Reid's room, knowing he would be in there, and burst into tears.

"Baby, ally, what's wrong?!" He said in a concerned voice.

"You guys are going on tour and I have to stay! What am I gonna do without Matt?!" I shouted

"Honey! Clam down! It's Gonna be alright! Naomi's coming to look after you!"

"Naomi?! I hate Naomi!" I screamed

"BABY!" Adam shouted from the door way. That's when I noticed that I was just screaming flat out. "CALM DOWN!" I wouldn't listen. I could t stop. I only stopped when he pulled me in his arms and stroked my hair. Adam was always the only one who could calm me down.

"It's gonna be alright" said the angles voice. I looked up and saw his beautiful eyes looking down at me. I melted into Adams arms and closed my eyes. Trying to calm down. I stood up and walked over to matt. He pulled me into his arms and held me tightly for what felt like hours.

Everyone was just getting on their tour buses, leaving me on the door step with Naomi.

I watched them pull away as I cried my heart out.

"C'mon in now hunni" Naomi said sweetly. I sighed and closed the door. I walked into my room and smelled in the familiar scent off Matt and sal.

~1 months later~

I was depressed

That's it. I did nothing, I ate nothing, I didn't talk to anybody. I haven't said a single word since they left. I haven't made a single noise.

And most of all. I haven't left Matt's side of the bed. All I do is go on twitter, sleep, play video games and watch tv. And none if that requires getting up from the bed.

I couldn't live without my family.

Naomi came in with some toast and milk, as it was a Saturday morning.

"Here hunni, you've get to eat something"

I just shook my head. I was really skinny and kept throwing up nothing. Naomi always came in to wash my bowl when I did. I guess she was alright.

"I miss my uncles" I chocked out in a voice that wasnt me at all.

"I know darling. I know." She said, sitting down beside me and rubbing my back.

"I want matt" I cried. I leaned against her and cried into her shoulder.

"Well their stopping in town for a few things while passing though. Maybe you could go see them."

"Oh my god! Really?!" I screamed having a massive mood swing. She nodded

I was walking to the hardware store where the buses would be parked in about half an hour. I was so exited, I actually think I was skipping.

As soon as I saw the busses come to a stop, I ran up to three days graces.

"ADAM!!!!" I screamed as soon as I saw his head poke out of the door.

"Hi baby!" He exclaimed walking out and hugging me tightly "I missed so so so much!"

"I missed you too"

"Your body is so frale!" Barry pointed out. Adam let go of me to look at my tiny frame.

"Why havnt you been eating?!" Brad shouted

"How did you know?" I asked

"We deal with so many depressed fans that don't eat, we know what it looks like"

I felt a wave of guilt wash over me as Matt walked out of his bus and looked me over. He walked up to me and put his arms around my tiny body

"Why have you don't this to your self?!" He asked frustrated.

"Because I missed you" I choked out.

Matt lifted My chin and pressed his warm

Lips to mine. Mmm.

"Ally?" I heard a voice that was wayyyy too familiar say behind me.

I turned around and saw the man I used to call my dreams.... Jason

....shit