Chapter 6
He was looking at me intensely. His eyes are focused on me sending something I can’t really apprehend. Looking at his blue eyes, I was in trance, AGAIN, and can’t seem to figure out how to get out of it and I don’t want to. What the hell is wrong with me?! It was like there is an invisible rope tied in my heart and is trying to pull me to his side. I was speechless. I don’t know if I will accept it or not. Before, I’m damn sure I don’t want to see nor talk to him but now, I really don’t know.
“Of course… NOT!” Claire responded sarcastically cutting me from my mind battle. Thank God she’s with me or else I might fall for his trap again.
I looked at the kids playing to keep me distracted from looking to those eyes that gave me shiver sending me to a different dimension if it is possible.”I can’t. I’m busy and I really not in the mood to talk to you.” I slowly looked at his face giving me a puppy dog face. My heart stops looking how handsome he looks. Goddammit, have to be strong. I must not fall for it. I pause and and composed myself before saying, “EVER!”
I tugged Claire and Pat and started walking away from him. if he pulled agin that puppy dog face, i don't think I can handle it anymore. If I were alone, for sure I’ll fall head over heels for him. I shrugged the thought of it. I have to remind myself to NEVER be alone when I'm with him. Not that I'm planning to have one alone time with him. NO! NEVER!
'I hope you won't eat your words.' that's my subconscios mind.
'Thanks for the support' i thought sarcastically.
I'm insane. Totally! Talking to myself.
“What an asshole!” Claire sighed.
Pat and I didn’t speak. It felt so awkward to comment something knowing that his brother is with us. So the awkward silence continues until we reach Claire’s house. We bid her goodbye and headed home.
“Uhm...” Pat said breaking the awkward silence between us. I look up to see how tense he looks. Why? I looked at him wide eyes. Why was he so nervous? Did I do something wrong? He cleared his throat and began to speak, “Never mind… Come on it’s getting late. Your mom might be worried since I just dragged you out of the house with telling them where we will be going.” He smirked.
Oh God! I blush in an instant. Why do I have to look at his blue enticing eyes? And that smirk that gives me a chill that runs down my spine. They both gives a chill. Gosh! I have to avoid them to stop this foreign feeling. But his presence is enough to make the butterflies in my stomach flutter. What to do? What to do? What to do?
I instantly look away, “Y-yeah…t-that’s r-right.” I stuttered.
He laughs. “You are so cute and innocent.” I look at him to give him a glare. Wrong move. I was so shocked to see his face inches from mine. My face turns beet red. I step back only to realize that there’s a rock and I’m about to fall backwards.
I close my eyes and waiting for my arse to crash but it didn’t happen. I felt an arm circling my waist that kept me from falling. I slowly opened my eyes to meet two blue piercing eyes. Oh. My. God. I think I’m gonna die. Say something… Come on Anne… Think…“Uhm… T-thanks?”
Great! Nice one Anne! I thought sarcastically.
A smile appeared in his face. He help me stand up straight still his arms are circling my waist. He lean closer to my ears and said, “I would gladly like that to happen…AGAIN.” His breathe is tickling my ears making me blush more. Good thing he can’t see my face because it would be so so so embarrassing.
I slap his chest though I know it won’t have any effect. I just wanted to touch it. My mind is so dirty for thinking that. It’s like a solid big rock. I looked at his sturdy chest even though it is covered with a white plain shirt, I can still visibly see how big and strong it is. It is what every guy wants to have or to achieve. And also us girls, not literary have one, but for us to run down our hands to it. What was I thinking?! How awfully wrong it is for me to think that way. I mentally slap myself.
