Making A New Mark

Chapter 5-Jason

Jason was a stunning 18 year old boy. He was slim and the perfect height for his age. He was slightly awkward, but he was found attractive by many girls. He had curly brown and black hair that covered his dark thick eyebrows. He was covered in tattoos. He loves his music more than life. He was a depressed kid and he self harmed cutting helped him feel alive when we felt nothing. He never had many friends until now. He wanted this life. He chose it.

'I need this life. I want it this way. To be strong and capable of doing things I couldn't before.' I thought to myself as Neko pulled herself on top of me ripping my shirt open and pulling the sleeves off without any struggle at all. 

The sun was shining through slight cracks in the trees tops. It was lightly raining now, and the ground was wet. I was running my hands throughout her body and exploring every part of her. I ran my hands down her back lightly clawing her because I know she likes that. I pulled off her shirt and kissed her neck. 

I pushed her on the ground and rolled over on top of her kissing her body all over. She moaned it sent shudders down my spin, I liked it...the rush she gave me. She lightly kissed my neck and I grabbed handfuls of the grass and she dug her teeth into my neck. I felt my body fall into relaxation. I became numb...I loved that feeling. I became lifeless, and I couldn't move. My eyes began to flicker and then they shut I tried to keep them open but the force working against my body was to strong, and I fell deep into a coma-like state. 

Sooner than I realized I was wide awake and gasping for air because my lungs seemed to collapse beneath my flesh. I could see a crimson red line leading down my neck and to my chest. I pulled my arm up and placed the tip of my fingers against my neck pulling it back there was blood all over it. I freaked out for awhile but Neko calmed me down. She amazing. Perfect in my eyes. Perfect for me. I'm happy I get to live this life with her. 

"Here wash up a little and uh your not going to need your shirt." She blushed and looked down at my chest. I chuckled and looked down as well seeing a darkened body that seemed to be buffed up. I smiled and looked up at her grabbing the damp wash cloth from her hands and washing of my neck. I went in to feel the bite but it was healed up. I pulled myself up so fast it made my head spin inside. 

I stood my ground and helped Neko up. I held her hands tightly in mine and together we walked out of the woods. When we got to the cars everyone except Niki clapped. I was in, part of the group I've wanted in since I joined this highschool. I was with the girl of my dreams and made more friends in a day than I've made my whole life. The tan in my skin brought out my tattoo. Leading from my chest to my back and covering it all up and down. I seemed more alive than ever. I was happy. This is what I wanted. To be them, be like them, to fit in somewhere and now I did. 

"Hey, I love you." Neko said pulling me in for a kiss. Our lips slammed together gently and we kissed. Everyone piled in and welcomed me in with arms wide open. Neko and Nate got into the car driving away and to the school. Everyone else left and me and Neko stood there for awhile. "I love you too Neko, I mean I really do. Thank you for letting me lead this life with you. I can't imagine not being with you." I said smiling and kissing the top of her head. 

I felt dizzy from all the excitment that just happened but I held my head strong. "I know Jason. Now, you're going to be weak for awhile but in a few days you'll get hungry. We don't drink from humans only from animals. Do you understand that whatever Kenyon says goes. He owns you until you are full grown. Only 6 of us are for now. Me, Steph., Alex, Kenyon, Soul and Myrie. their are 13 of us now. When you start seeing in red, we will know you need to eat. Only Kenyon and the other full growns hunt and bring back food for you guys. Okay?" She asked with concered eyes but a brightened smile. 

"I understand Neko we have been through this when you explained it all to me. Don't worry I won't fuck up." I said walking with her to my car and then we drove off to school. We talked about this new life I would be living and how hard it could get on me. How my eyes would change and I would have an uncontrolable anger growing inside me. I would devolop new strengths that I wouldn't be able to keep a tight hold on for awhile. 

She said she would help me out. Keep me growing. She's what I need. A girl to keep me calm only she wasn't just a girl to me...She is my other half. I honestly can't see myself not having her. It took to long to get her to trust me and we've been dating 6 months. If I didn't change I couldn't be with her. This is what I want...need.

Jason was a stunning 18 year old boy. He was slim and the perfect height for his age. He was slightly awkward, but he was found attractive by many girls. He had curly brown and black hair that covered his dark thick eyebrows. He was covered in tattoos. He loves his music more than life. He was a depressed kid and he self harmed cutting helped him feel alive when we felt nothing. He never had many friends until now. He wanted this life. He chose it.

'I need this life. I want it this way. To be strong and capable of doing things I couldn't before.' I thought to myself as Neko pulled herself on top of me ripping my shirt open and pulling the sleeves off without any struggle at all. 

The sun was shining through slight cracks in the trees tops. It was lightly raining now, and the ground was wet. I was running my hands throughout her body and exploring every part of her. I ran my hands down her back lightly clawing her because I know she likes that. I pulled off her shirt and kissed her neck. 

I pushed her on the ground and rolled over on top of her kissing her body all over. She moaned it sent shudders down my spin, I liked it...the rush she gave me. She lightly kissed my neck and I grabbed handfuls of the grass and she dug her teeth into my neck. I felt my body fall into relaxation. I became numb...I loved that feeling. I became lifeless, and I couldn't move. My eyes began to flicker and then they shut I tried to keep them open but the force working against my body was to strong, and I fell deep into a coma-like state. 

Sooner than I realized I was wide awake and gasping for air because my lungs seemed to collapse beneath my flesh. I could see a crimson red line leading down my neck and to my chest. I pulled my arm up and placed the tip of my fingers against my neck pulling it back there was blood all over it. I freaked out for awhile but Neko calmed me down. She amazing. Perfect in my eyes. Perfect for me. I'm happy I get to live this life with her. 

"Here wash up a little and uh your not going to need your shirt." She blushed and looked down at my chest. I chuckled and looked down as well seeing a darkened body that seemed to be buffed up. I smiled and looked up at her grabbing the damp wash cloth from her hands and washing of my neck. I went in to feel the bite but it was healed up. I pulled myself up so fast it made my head spin inside. 

I stood my ground and helped Neko up. I held her hands tightly in mine and together we walked out of the woods. When we got to the cars everyone except Niki clapped. I was in, part of the group I've wanted in since I joined this highschool. I was with the girl of my dreams and made more friends in a day than I've made my whole life. The tan in my skin brought out my tattoo. Leading from my chest to my back and covering it all up and down. I seemed more alive than ever. I was happy. This is what I wanted. To be them, be like them, to fit in somewhere and now I did. 

"Hey, I love you." Neko said pulling me in for a kiss. Our lips slammed together gently and we kissed. Everyone piled in and welcomed me in with arms wide open. Neko and Nate got into the car driving away and to the school. Everyone else left and me and Neko stood there for awhile. "I love you too Neko, I mean I really do. Thank you for letting me lead this life with you. I can't imagine not being with you." I said smiling and kissing the top of her head. 

I felt dizzy from all the excitment that just happened but I held my head strong. "I know Jason. Now, you're going to be weak for awhile but in a few days you'll get hungry. We don't drink from humans only from animals. Do you understand that whatever Kenyon says goes. He owns you until you are full grown. Only 6 of us are for now. Me, Steph., Alex, Kenyon, Soul and Myrie. their are 13 of us now. When you start seeing in red, we will know you need to eat. Only Kenyon and the other full growns hunt and bring back food for you guys. Okay?" She asked with concered eyes but a brightened smile. 

"I understand Neko we have been through this when you explained it all to me. Don't worry I won't fuck up." I said walking with her to my car and then we drove off to school. We talked about this new life I would be living and how hard it could get on me. How my eyes would change and I would have an uncontrolable anger growing inside me. I would devolop new strengths that I wouldn't be able to keep a tight hold on for awhile. 

She said she would help me out. Keep me growing. She's what I need. A girl to keep me calm only she wasn't just a girl to me...She is my other half. I honestly can't see myself not having her. It took to long to get her to trust me and we've been dating 6 months. If I didn't change I couldn't be with her. This is what I want...need.