Top Secret - Harry Styles Spy Story

Chapter 23

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Rosalia's POV:

Was this really going to turn into sex?

Every flag was going off in my mind, not to do go through with this. I mean come on, I am still a virgin! Robbie doesn't know that, but whatever..

I didn't want to lose my virginity to someone who didn't love me, who I didn't love..Like Harry.

"Are you alright?" Robbie asks, caressing my cheek.

"Yeah, I am fine." I say, smiling and looking into his eyes. 

"Do you want to continue?" He asks.

"Yes, they are still watching, plus Jay hasn't given us our 'stop' yet." I reply.

"Alright." He says, leaning in towards my lips again.

I am going absolutely crazy, I've met this boy maybe four times in my entire life, and we trained for eight months, but I didn't realize it was him until a few weeks ago.

My hormones need to shut off, or calm down just a little bit.

What if Harry finds out?

Oh god.

He won't Ro, he has no idea about your job.

I felt Robbie lay me down farther onto the bed, the smooth material was skimming my skin. I felt my heart racing, and for some reason, my actions were involuntary. I lifted my hands up and grabbed Robbie by his shoulders and yanked him forward to me. He was leaning over me, but now he and I were chest to chest.

I was feeling someone different inside of me, a feeling that I couldn't even think of words on how to describe it.

I literally could feel the perps eyes on us through the camera.

"Someone is getting into this." Robbie whispers, and giggles.

"Oh hush, are you complaining?" I ask.

"Not at all." Robbie says, before attacking my lips and kissing down to my jaw.

Robbie ran his lips over my ear, behind my ear, around the nape of my neck, down my neck, and in between my breasts.

My body is on fire.

I couldn't stop myself, from anything.

Robbie had slipped his boxers off, and slipped my underwear off. This had made my heart beat en times faster than it already was.

I can't believe I was actually going through with this.

This is supposed to be pretend.

I could feel this "pretend" notion, turning into something way more than pretend. This was turning into real sex, for real this time.