Toxic POV
It's been a coo few months. 3 to be exact. My baby Riyonica is 6 months now. She is very above to be 6 months. A fast little thang if I do say so my self. But she is getting to that age where she might be old anuff for a babysitter. I plan on talking to Shawn about it tonight. He has been ignoring me lately. It's probably because about a month ago he asked me to have another baby & I told him I'm not ready. So yea because of the talk I've been trying to not have sex with him cause I don't want another child rite now & about a week ago we got into an bad argument because I told him that & he said that I don't trust him. & he started asking me do I really think he would get me pregnant on purpose if I told him I didn't want another kid. But yea. So we barely speak. We kinda been avoiding each other lately. But since it's early and he is still sleep & so is Riyonica Ima go make a big breakfast for just us three. I like my little family and maybe I should think about having a nuther baby so that Riyonica has someone to play with. I do want a boy now. See I'm going to tell Shawn this. Maybe we can get somewhere now. All I needed to do was think about it. But I'm making eggs,bacon,toast,sausage,waffles, biscuits,& and fruit salad. The salad going to have keewee, strawberry,watermelon,& green grapes. It's going to be good. So I started making all the things I named.
Shawn POV
I got woke up out my sleep to my baby crying. I didn't mind I hurried and brushed my teeth. Them walked to her room. She is getting big man. I still can't believe I have a whole daughter. See me & Halo make beautiful babies. I prolly say that cause RiYRiY looks like the mix of both of us perfectly. But she got my curly hair. She is so damn cute. & she is a daddy's girl to top it off. I played with RiYRiY then the smell of food hit my nose. I grabbed RiYRiY from off the floor and we walked down stairs to the kitchen. It was food everywhere on the table & she made my fruit salad exactly how I like it. I put. RiYRiY in her high chair and I kissed Halo & grabbed her ass. To be honest she did hurt my feeling by telling me she didn't want another child but I was still coo. It was when she denied me sex and then told me it was because she didn't want to get pregnant that I became pissed. Cause that basically told me that she don't trust me and actually thinks I would trap her like that. I mean I hear all the time how after woman have babies that coochie becomes lose but that's a lie cause to be perfectly honest I think her shit got tighter. So I really don't see why she would be worried. But I'm slowly getting over it and the fact that she made me this big ass good breakfast might mean I get over it quicker. Hopefully I get some afterwards that would definitely move the process along. But I sat down at the table and she brings over my plate. It looks good asf! I mean I finna get down on this mf rite here! She gives RiYRiY her plate and then she sits down with her plate next to me.
We eat.
After we where done she washed the dishes and I put RiYRiY in her play roller and stuck her in front of the tv. Me and Halo went into the chill room to talk.
"So what we finna talk about." I asked getting straight to the point.
" I wanted to tell you that I do trust you and that I'm sorry I shouldn't have done or said what I did."
"You know I love you to death it just hurt hearing the woman that I love doesn't trust me."
"I love you so much! You and RiYRiY are my world & without you she wouldn't even be here & I would still be alone. I'm scared to have another kid is the truth. Cause your not stuck to me. So you could get me pregnant again and leave at any given time. Then who gone want me? Someone with two kids who ain't married and got a lose cat."
I kinda chuckled.
" baby yo 'cat' ain't lose and I'm not ever gonna leave you. No matter how mad you make me sometimes I never wanna up and leave you. What type of man would do that to his woman? Not a man who is a man. You never have to worry about me leaving you! I'm going to always be here."
"Gold cause with out you I would probably lose myself. Plus yo daughter would drive me crazy."
"Yea she would probably make you kill your self." We laughed. She came over from out her chair and sat on my lap. She started kissing on me. Whoaa and did she wake the monster up? Yes she did.
"Don't start nothing you can't finish Halo."
"Ooh I wanna finish it thou."
"Okay."
I grabbed underneath her legs and lifted both of us up. I snatched off her pants. I started to kiss her body. She moaned into my ear. Making the monster even more hungry. I then pushed us up against the wall. I ripped off her shirt. I kissed and sucked on her titties. I then went back up to her neck. Making her moan even more. I went a little longer to make her as wet as possible. I wanted to feel like I was swimming.
"Baby come on stop teasing me!"
"You not ready lil mama."
"But I am." She said nibbling on my shoulder. I finally gave it to her. She was screaming. I had to muffle her sounds with kisses. She was digging holes in my sides. Made a nigga extra horny. It was a few rounds handed to her ass in that room. But she loved it! I made sure if it.
