Michael Jackson Imagines

Goodbye Forever? Part Six

a/n: I just want to say before I start another chapter to this mini story, I really, really appreciate all the comments. You guy's truly make my day because I love to write, and I'm so happy some of you enjoy it. I just want to say thank you! ❤️

"I love you y/n, always have and always will."

All I needed was his love and all I wanted was to jump into his arms, but I was scared to move.

Michael basically confessed his true feelings and I kind of believed what he was saying was true.

But I still didn't know what to say.

"Please say something." He whispers, showing so much vulnerability, it made me feel bad.

"I love you, I love you with all my heart." I say, as he lifts his head up with joy. "But you broke it, and I've tried so hard to get over you. And you saying this, isn't making it any easier." I say, trying not to cry.

"I really want to be with you but I feel it's wrong." I say, feeling shameful.

"Please don't do this to me." Michael manages to say.

"We have to take steps. I haven't seen you in over 2 years, and that's a lot for me. You can't just show up in my life again, and wish things back to normal." I say, starting to feel angry. I had every right to. He broke my heart and these are the consequences.

"It felt wrong to visit you. I thought you wanted space, and then when you never came back, I thought you never wanted to see me again. I got the courage to call you here because I'm sick of feeling this way. Feeling broken." He says, as tears fall from his beautiful eyes.

"Michael, I have to go. I hope you have a great tour." I say, getting up from the table, trying not to look back.

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It's been a few weeks since I've talked to Michael, but he flew off to start the Bad Tour in Japan.

I felt bad leaving him there all alone, after he spilled his heart out to me, but I was hurt even more.

He's tried to call. Approximately 12 times over these weeks, and it's been so hard not picking up the phone and telling him not to leave, or to take me with him.

I needed even more space because everything he said to me, made it so much harder. Harder to hate him.

I decided I'm going to Mexico. For a vacation and I wasn't going to let him get in the way.

a/n: hope you like this part of the chapter. I feel like it's gotten really boring, but I promise it will get better. Lol. Xoxo.