Falling for you

Chapter 17

I couldn't stop thinking about that mysterious text message I had got yesterday last night.

I was sitting down in my seat in class and just looking at my desk, I didn't know what to think.

"Hey maya, you ok" zig said.

I looked at him and realized I literally zoned out I didn't even know what he was saying or how many more minutes we had of class I just couldn't stop thinking about that message.

I didn't even tell zig about it because I knew he was gonna go crazy.

"Oh.. Yea I'm fine just a little day dreamy that's all". I said

"So when we going to Sf, I just can't wait to go I love going to San Fran around the winter time it's so nice out there". He said.

I looked at him smiling, zig made me happy but he was also my best friend and I also just broke up with miles and really didn't want to rush things.. I didn't even know how zig felt about me still after everything that happened.

"I know I love going to sf when it's winter to I love the cold and all of it". I said with the passion.

"I love this I love that, blah blah blah". Miles said.

I turned around to see miles all slumped up in his seat he looked different he was wearing some black leather boots he had a lip peircing his hair was flat and he had on a black shirt and black pants.

I just looked at him, I didn't know what to say or do he just looked so different he never wore that type of stuff and I wonder why he is now.

"Oh didn't mean to stop yalls little conversation go on, keep talking about winter and cold how you to are gonna hold each other ". He said.

"What the hell is wrong with you". Zig said.

"No the real question is what's wrong with you, your a poor little boy and you think you have a chance with maya she doesn't like you so back up" he said.

What miles said was not true, zig was really important and I kinda was falling for him.

Zig stood up.

"You don't have the nerve to be talking you cheated on her with some girls at her own party, you treated her like she was nothing and even though she didn't notice it I did you think your so big and bad just because your rich and you get girls it's not about that and if you really cared about Maya you would leave her alone because she doesn't care about you anymore miles you screwed up..
Like you always do". He said

The whole class was looking at us the conversation got so heeted even the teacher was staring.

"Alright Mr. Novak you can sit down". My teacher said.

"Just go away! You don't need to be here you already ruined her just go!". Zig said.

I stood up and held zig back, I knew zig cared about me but.. Not this much.

Miles was staring at me and a tear dropped down his face as he left the class I was kinda happy he left I didn't want to hear anymore words come out of that jerks mouth but I did feel bad that he cried or almost did..

I just wish I wasn't so sensitive and nice and I didn't care about every little thing.. It's like even still when I get fucked over in the end a part of me still cares about that person.

I was driving home.. Thinking about everything miles, zig just life. Life was so confusing and I didn't know what to do I was just so upset.

I was driving so fast my heart was beating the anger and sadness built up inside of me I just let go....

Smoke, lights, all I felt was blood. I lay on the concrete pavement my head to the ground. Life was a blur I couldn't really see much but I did feel, I felt people's hands on me I was carried into a ambulance.

ZIG POV
I walked in the doctor office seeing Maya's dad I walked up to him and shook his hand.

"Oh hey zig, how are you". He said.

"Oh I'm fine how's Maya". I said.

He looked at me with a sharp pain in his eye like he didn't want to tell me.

"Look I'm gonna go home I'll be back to check up on her later I'm gonna go get some things she likes ok" he said.

"Um oh ok". I said.
He walked out the Door and I was kinda speechless he didn't even tell me anything was she ok, should
I be worried.

"Hello! My names Zig, Zig Novak I'm here for Maya, Maya Matlin".

I said In a shaky voice, I was so scared I didn't know how she would look or even what to say...

"Yeah um sorry but only family relatives are aloud to go in".

I thought of something quick to say so she would at least let me see her.

"I'm her boyfriend". I said proudly and kinda scared.

Sigh* "fine walk all the way down and make a left and her door is the first one dd8". The nurse said.

"Oh thank you, thank you so much ". I said

I literally ran down that hallway I just wouldn't wait to see her, my hands were getting shaky and I'll I could think about was her being safe right next to me.

I walked in the door she was asleep, she had cuts all over her arms and legs and a few bandages I didn't really know what else was wrong with her but all I cared about was her seeing me.

I walked up to her she was laying down all so nicely she had her arms on her stomach she looked so peaceful.

"Excuse me you have to go" Some doctor said.

"But- but". I stuttered

"We need to begin her operation so we can't have any one else in here".

I looked confused I seen doctors coming left to right in the room bringing in stuff.

"Wait why do you need to operate on her she looks fine". I said.

"She's not, she- she broke her ribs
And her leg she has major cuts.. We need to operate now". The doctor said.

I was in such shock I was so scared I didn't know she was that hurt and how she even got into a car accident in the first place.

I was driving home it was raining, the best way to make someone even sadder. I loved the rain but now life was just upsetting Maya in the hospital with broken rigs legs and me not knowing she's ok what if she wasn't even sleep what if she was..

I didn't even bare to let that word come out of my mouth.

I went home that night, I got in the shower I let the hot water stain my body. I just sat there and let the water hit me like bullets back and fourth I felt so dead inside.

I got out the shower I was laying in my bed my mom came in the room.

"Hunny, are you ok" she said.

I looked up at her then just looked down I was literally depressed.

"Baby look I know things don't seem so good right now I know your upset but don't let this ruin you she will be ok, she will be ok you know what I know because God has her in his arms".

I smiled because I always loved mamas words she made me feel happy after.

"I want you to pray, pray every night and every day when you wake up it doesn't even have to be about Maya it could be about anything baby ok". She said.

"Thank you mama" I said.

I hugged her tightly I honestly wouldn't know what to do without her.

She walked out my room and closed my door, I was thinking about how tomorrow would be how that bright smiling girl wouldn't be next to me.

I prayed that night like my mama said and I hoped it worked.

Hey guys so I finally updated sorry it took a while but here you go!!!💓💓💖💖😌😌