High School || Markiplier A.U

ANOTHER A/N

THIS IS VERY. IMPORTANT.
So... I based this story off of a real life relationship I had but the events were happening as I wrote it and it didn't go as planned... So I can no longer finish this story. I will tell you how I planned it to go and how it actually went and that will be the end. If you want, I can leave the story up but it's over and I'm sorry.

HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO:
Tyler was going to admit to liking Rory and then eventually give up and date Taylor. Wade would be with Rebecca. Rory was going to continuously try to tell Mark how she felt and keep getting put down by the other girls he talked to. At Rory's birthday party Mark was going to hold her hand and she would lean on his shoulder and he would put his head on her head. Mark was going to get into partying and sex and all of his friends were going to be pissed at him and then Rory would tell him how she felt. This is what she was going to say: "I wrote this about you and sent it to Rebecca a while ago, when you were still you. I love him so much it's really hard to explain but here it goes. Let's start from the appearance to the personality. (Gotta save the best for last). We all know his hair is amazing. I love it when it has nothing in it and it's just natural because it's him and it represents his soul. Beautiful and golden. His eyes man... His eyes. They're hazel but they change color depending on his mood and the weather. When he's mad they're like a REALLY dark blue. When he's really happy or excited there a lighter green. When he's sad they're like light blue until you get to the pupil and they start turning grey. And omg when it's raining they're my favorite. His hairs all wet and messy and his eyes are almost normal BUT they're slightly more blue than green and VERY grey. His glasses are like Clark Kent's glasses and it's adorable because I'm pretty sure he planned it out that way. His lips are perfect. They're British like the top one is really thin. They curl up into this perfect half smile when he's trying to be a douche and they go fully up together and form little dimples when he's genuinely smiling. His arms are veiny and muscly and his hands are really masculine. He has a slight stomach and it makes him more human and him and I hope he never loses it. He has a V-line but also love handles and it's honestly really cute. So before my birthday I had the whole holding hands situation mapped out in my head and it played out just how I wanted it too. Except before it happened I was really scared because I thought my hand was gonna fit weird in his because my hands are really fat but they fit perfectly and it's like astonishing to me. I love the way his voice sounds when my ear is pressed to his chest. Well it wasn't his chest it was his shoulder but I could still hear it the same way. And omg when I felt our heart beats sync in our hands all of my nervousness went away and I layed my head on his shoulder. When he layed his head on my head my body caught fire and I felt like I could fly. Okay so now on to personality. It's hilarious because no one would guess him to be the super nerd he is. He LOVES super heroes. Spider-Man is his favorite Marvel and Superman is his favorite DC, although he couldn't tell you who would win between superman and batman. I love when he talks about superheroes because they mean so much to him for reasons I can't share and when he talks about them his eyes have an amazing sparkle in them like he has when he tells me he loves me.. He has this amazing gift for acting that he is FINALLY letting out. He loves movies and tv shows and comic books and he sits and listens to quotes from all of his favorite types of media. He can be a HUGE dick a lot of the time but what people don't give him credit for is his sensitivity. Like seriously I think he has kleinfelters sometimes. He ran to my house and saved my life and I can never repay him for that no matter how hard I try. I also love the affect I have on him whether he wants to believe I have one or not. I love that when I hug him he stiffens and then let's out a breath with all the tension he previously had. I love the way he smells, my god his cologne is fantastic😂. But he also just smells like home like not even when he's wearing cologne, just him. And his shoulder is very comfortable I might add😂. His laugh is precious. When somethings slightly funny it's just kind of silent and its kind of like mine like the breathy one. When something is like REALLY funny it starts off low then his voice cracks and it goes into the high pitched thing we all know and love. And then he like either makes a random noise, says sorry repeatedly, or repeats the joke while his voice continuously cracks. He's also a TERRIBLE dancer... And I love it. It's never embarrassing to me but it cracks me up because it's so girly and white af. It's like Pope Fracis' granddaughter at a catholic night club. He gets really excited and just screams and it makes me laugh so he does it again. He also always wears his hair how I like it when he comes to see me cause he knows it makes me happy. He does everything in his power to make me smile because... Well I'd like to think its because he loves me this way too. I love when he smells my hair and then whispers "your hair smells good" in my ear. I love that he hugs me every time he sees me like he hasn't seen me in years and I love that he tells me he loves me every time he leaves like it could be the last. I love that when I told him I cut he kissed them and told me everything was gonna be okay. I love him because he's him... I love him." Then he would apologize for becoming what he was and come back to normal and they would date, happy ending. (That whole thing about how much she loves him, I literally wrote about the guy I love. I had to take a few things out because they are personal but it's all true.)
WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED:
So... I've liked this guy that's based off Mark since 4th grade and I finally told him over the summer. At first he said he didn't like me so I started to get over it then at my birthday he held my hand and shit and then he told me he didn't know how he felt and then we started "talking". Then he randomly started talking to other fucking girls so I got pissed and almost told him I was done with him but we talked about it and he told me he "couldn't get me out of his head." So I held on then he still keeps talking to this other girl. Then he fucks both of us over and dates a completely new chick. I saw them kiss in the hallway and I broke down. I am a really good kid like I've never drank or smoked and I get good grades... Until all of this happened. So I went to my friends house and we got drunk because I started to give up on life and I drunk texted him asking why he couldn't even look at me anymore and how shitty of a person he was being and I sent the thing about everything I love about him. Then the next day I sent a picture of him to him from when he was still chunky and told him how he lost himself and he apparently went crying to the second girl and now they're dating so. I'm out of the picture. No matter what, I'll always love him but if I try to finish this story it will just remind me that I wasn't good enough for him. I'm sorry. I will continue my other Mark fanfiction whenever I have time but this one is over.
If you have any questions, comment.
I love you all, don't fall for bullshit lies like I did.