Singing and Dean

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It's almost been two whole weeks since Dean fell unconscious I am extremely bored. Most of the time I watch Dean's every move to see the exact moment he wakes up.

Gabe and Sam have really hit it off. They are officially together now. I think Sam might be living with us now. Everyone seems so worried about me. Well, I haven't been eating, sleeping or going to school. I haven't been doing anything other sit in this chair with my resting bitch face so no one talks to me because they think I'm always pissed off. It's like 3 am. I miss Dean. I want to curl up next to him and sleep forever. I have music quietly playing so it's not completely silent. I don't like the silence. I'm alone with my thoughts.

Truce comes on and I can't help but feel sad, this song is so relevant to this situation. I sing along even though I hate my singing.

"Now, the night is coming to an end."

"The sun will rise and we will try again."

"Stay alive, stay alive for me."

"You will die and now your life is free, take pride in what's sure to die." 

"I will fear the night again."

"I hope, I'm not my only friend."

"Stay alive, stay alive for me."

" You will die and your life is free, take pride in what's sure to die."

 I start crying I thought I could handle it but I can't. I hate my old life. All it was, was crying, meaningless sex, no sleep, and pain. I don't want to go back to that. Dean saved me. I have covered my eyes with the sleeve of my trench coat and started sobbing into it.

"Hey, Cas, I don't know why you're crying, your singing is pretty fucking angelic." I hear a familiar croaky voice.

I look up and I see Dean on the same hospital bed he's been for the past 2 weeks and he's finally moving. It's kinda annoying that this bitch had to wake up when I was in the middle of singing and he has the biggest grin on his beautiful face. I hold his face and kiss him. Short and sweet. I press my forehead against his, still holding his cheeks. 

"I missed you." I whisper.

I pull away and sit back on my chair. Dean awkwardly sits up putting his pillows behind him.

"Jesus, what's the time."

"Like 4 am."

"You're up?"

"Sleep is not my strong point ok."

"So. How long have I been unconscious?"

"2 long painful weeks." Dean grabs my hand, He just holds it. I think he's trying to reassure me. It's working.

"Well I'm here now, so, what's been going on without me?"

"Well, first of all, you have to pretend we're engaged."

"What. Why?"

"I said that we're engaged so I get to stay with you all the time. I didn't want to leave or get kicked out." Dean just laughs.

"That's adorable. Anything else?" He asks with a grin on his face.

"Lucifer moved out, I wasn't there for that. Gabe and Sam are now a "thing" I made friends with your nurse, she's super nice to me and buys me food and I think that's about it."

"Sam and Gabriel are going out?" Dean questions suspiciously.

"Yeah. I don't think anything has happened though. As far as I know just cuddles and small kisses."

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