Save me

Fighting for happiness

A/N
That's Nick in the picture! It's Steven Strait in 2005, the way he looked in sky high. :) Anyways thanks for reading guys! This is the last chapter with a lot of drama for awhile. Next chapter will be cute as fuck. Romance? I got you guys. I hope you like this next chapter. Let me know if you guys want a Q&A or anything.

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~Alex

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Chapter 5
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He is going to die.

I am going to murder him. How could he do this to me! Who is this women?! Why is she so vulgar.. I have done nothing! Why is she trying to put the blame on me? It's not my fault Nick wants me. Does he even want me? What if this is all a lie? What if he just wants to get in my pants? What if he isn't falling for me the way I am falling for him? This can't be happening. This can't be happening.

I'm hyperventilating.

I'm crying.

And I'm pacing back and forth.

I don't know what's going on or how to react. I knew this was too good to be true. I began to sob. I needed an explanation, and I needed one now.

As if on cue, Nick walks in the door with bags of food in his hands. He turns to me with a smile, that quickly fades once he sees me crying. "Serenity, baby what's wrong?" He asks with agony written all of his dangerously beautiful face. I quickly shake my head and look away. He won't get out of this, I won't let him win. He can't just call me baby and make me swoon. Oh no he won't.

He wraps his arms around my waist and begans to kiss my neck. I almost moan and lose my train of thought at his motion to comfort me. No Sen! Remember what's going on. Remember what he's doing! I turn around facing him, and suddenly a wave of courage overcomes me and I yank his arms off of me. "Don't fucking touch me!" I yell. He looks at me with wide eyes.

"Baby, what have a done to anger you so much?" He winces and folds his arms across his chest, not daring to touch me again. I sob even harder and sit on the bed. I put my head in my hands and whip my tears away. After somewhat collecting myself, I get up and frantically search for my phone. Nick just stands there, staring at me and says nothing. I finally find my phone from the messy bed and throw it at him. He catches it and glares at me.

"What the fuck Serenity, I didn't do shit to you!" He says angrily, throwing his hands in the air. I just shook my head and looked him in the eyes. "Fucking look at the number and tell me then if you didn't do anything wrong." He rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Whatever Serenity," he says opening my phone and pulling up the call log. "I didn't do anything and I bet this is nothing. I hope you aren't overreacting, you only cause yourself stress when you do that. So when I look at this number, and its nothing, I want an apol-" He stops talking abruptly and his eyes widen in terror. He says nothing as he gulps and stares at the screen. He then closes his eyes and sighs deeply. When he opens them, his eyes are softer and they bore into mine.

"Sen, baby let me explain, it's not what you think." I shake my head sobbing. "That's what they always say right, even though it's exactly what I'm thinking!" He just shakes his head and walks to me. He embraces me and I let him. He was the only one that could do this to me, he was the only one that could make me both happy and sad. He was once my medicine that kept me going, and now he is suddenly a sickness embedded into my bones.